Oh My Heart

Chapter 35

Hanna's POV
I wake up the next day in the guest room. The air mattress on the floor was empty. Dylan already got up, great, I thought to myself. It was my first morning waking up not in a hospital room and I didn't really know how I was going to get up and move around with crutches. I heard a knock on my door as I reached for my phone. "Come in" I said as I opened Snapchat. It was Jack, and he was holding Lavender with a plate of pancakes and a glass of chocolate milk. "Good morning" he said as he came in the room. "Good morning" I said as I quickly snapped a photo of them bringing me breakfast. I don't think Jack noticed though. "Lav wanted to make you breakfast." he said as I reached for the plate. I gave him the "dude she can barley talk" look. "Okay fine. I felt bad about your hospital visit and broken leg so I wanted to make you some pancakes." he said as he sat on the bed. He sat Lav on the floor. I took a bite out of a pancake and instantly fell in love. "You've gotta make me these everyday for breakfast from here until death." I said as I took a drink of my milk. Jack laughed. "Well I gotta be honest, your brother told me you like chocolate chip pancakes and Corbyn had to help make them because the first two were a disaster." he gave me the "again I'm sorry look". I stared at the pancakes on the plate in my hand. "Never mind. But I'm not letting perfectly good pancakes go to waste." I said as I stuffed a big bite in my mouth. "You gonna get out of bed soon?" Dylan came in the room asking. "Maybe. I'm just a little down today." "Everyone was going to the mall today but I'm sure they won't miss me." Dylan said as he grabbed my crutches. "I'll be fine by myself." I said handing Jack the dirty dishes from my breakfast. "I can stay on the couch so I can get up and down as I need to." I said reaching for my crutches. "Well I'll be back for my child. I'm going to put the dirty dishes in the sink." Jack said leaving the room. I went to the bathroom. "What do you plan on doing all day on a couch in an empty house?" Dylan asked sitting on the bed. I was washing my hands. "Watch TV and napping. I could barely sleep in the hospital." I said heading out of the bathroom. "Can you help me down stairs?" I asked as Jack entered the room to get Lav. "Sure" Dylan said. "Also I'm sure one day you'll be in a happy, trusting relationship." Jack said. Then he stopped and read the expression on my face. "That was from Corbyn by the way." and he left. I sat on the bed with Dylan. "Can I talk to you?" I asked him. "Of course. What's up?" he asked as he played with my crutches laying against the bed. "I wanna go back home. With the breakup and my leg I just wanna be where I'll feel better." "because you won't run into Corbyn." Dylan added to my sentence. "You so get me." "Han, do you really wanna leave. Los Angeles was your dream for years." he said standing up. "I'll give you today to think more about it okay? Let's get downstairs." he said reaching for me so he can give me a piggy back ride downstairs. I got up and hopped to him. I carefully jumped on his back. He bent down to grab my crutches. Then he headed off downstairs. He got me to the couch. He propped up the crutches to where I could reach them if I needed them. I hopped off his back and was trying to get to the couch. "Han you gotta be careful or you'll never be better." Dylan said as he helped me. "Incase you forgot I'm going to be taking care of myself all day Dyl." "haha I'm still your brother, bossing you is my job." he said as I got comfy on the couch. He handed me the remote and my phone. I turned on Grand Army on Netflix. This is my third time within a week binge watching it. It's just such a good show. Everyone left for the mall and I eventually fell asleep. I woke up feeling nauseous. I hurried my best to get to the bathroom with my crutches without puking on the floor. I made it right outside the bathroom door. I forgot to take my meds. I tried my best to make it known that it was there but also to where I didn't have to see it all day. I went to the kitchen to grab my medicine that was on the counter. I took what I need then as soon as I turned to grab the last crutch I needed and it fell. "Great" I murmured out loud. I tried to pick it up without hurting myself but it made me fall. "Fuck" I murmured again putting my face in my hands. "Here let me help you" a familiar voice said. I looked up on the verge of tears. I was shaking because it scared me. "Thanks" I said as Corbyn helped me get off the floor. He grabbed my crutches and handed them to me. "I thought you were going to the mall" I said as he opened the fridge. "Nah. I'm not in the mood for shopping" "oh." I said quietly. "Water?" he asked handing me a bottle of water. "Thanks" I said with a slight smile. I tried to make my way to the couch but I failed. "Here let me help" he said. "Thanks. I'm just not that used to them" I said sitting on the couch. "Maybe you need a little more practice" he said with a little laugh. "No kidding" I said as he turned around. "Wow. Dropped some paper towels?" he asked pointing to the mess outside the bathroom. "Nah. It's puke. I can't really bend down to clean it up or be fast enough to get it in the toilet." I said grabbing my phone. "I'll clean it up" "That's okay Dyl can do it when he gets back" I said texting Luke about going back home with me. "Too late" Corbyn said as he was cleaning up my mess. "You really don't need to-" "Yes I do. I've put you through too much" he said cutting me off. When he was done washing his hands he came over by me and sat on the floor in front of me. He removed my phone from my hands. I was really sad because Luke and I were having a great conversation. "Hey!" I shout as I reach for it. "We need to talk now that I feel like you're cooled down a little." "Fine. But give me back my phone." he did but he caught a glimpse of my phone. "You're going back home?" he asked with puppy eyes. Damn I missed those eyes. "I'm still thinking about it. Dylan don't want me to because LA was my dream" I said turning off my phone. I laid it beside me. "Look, Hanna I'm sorry I was such a bad boyfriend when Christina was in town. I should've introduced you guys and made you guys friends. And I definitely shouldn't have pushed you away. I feel like an idiot because I let you get away and now you wanna go home but I miss you and I love you so much" he said as a tear streamed down his face. I wiped his tear and replied "Listen I love you too, so much. I never want to loose you and when I broke up with you yesterday it was hard. I was upset. I was in the hospital for 3 days until you came. And I know that you knew about it because Jack texted the group chat. It made me upset. I did nothing but have a bad time in that hospital." I had to stop what I was saying because I felt some tears streaming down my face. Corbyn wiped my tears off my face and held my hands. "Hanna, I'm always gonna love you." he said crying too. It was one big pity party and before it was over everyone was back home but I didn't know that what I said next they were gonna hear. "Corbyn, I was pregnant, I lost the baby." I cried uncontrollably. "You were pregnant and you didn't tell me!!" I turned around to see Dylan behind me. "Dylan I'm-" he ran upstairs. The next person I needed to look at was Zach. He was teary eyed. He came over to sit by me carefully. "Han why didn't you tell me?" "Zach I wanted to I just didn't know how. I wanted to tell the father first but I couldn't find the right time, then he stopped talking to me." I said and Zach pulled me into a hug. "I'm not mad at you Hanna. I'm just glad you're okay." he let go of the hug. "You guys gonna work things out?" he asked looking at Corbyn. "I want to but Hanna probably doesn't" he said as he got up. Zach gave me the "you know you want to" look and before I could let Corbyn get away I stood up and said his name. Zach handed me my crutches. Corbyn turned around. "I broke up with you and I know that hurt you. I also just told you I was pregnant with your baby and I lost it. Corbyn when I found out I was pregnant I was happy. I wasn't scared of being a mom anymore. I thought about our future and how you would be a great dad and how if it was a boy you'd teach him music and how to throw a ball and if it was a girl you'd teach her music and scare away all of the boys that wanted her. I was happy for the first time thinking about being a mom because I saw you in my future being my kids dad. Corbyn Matthew I love you forever and always. Will you please make me happy again and be my boyfriend?" I wiped my tears off my face. "What about going home?" he asked with tears in his eyes. "I'll only go for a short period of time and you can go with me. It won't be for good." He moved closer to me and took my face into his hands. He leaned in and kissed me. Then when he pulled away he said" Of course I'll be your boyfriend." I was so happy I hugged him but carefully. Then we kissed. He picked me up the best he could and Jack grabbed my crutches and ran them up to the room so he was out before we got there. We made our way upstairs and we were having a hard core make out session but it wasn't more than that. "I really just wanna cuddle." I said as I stopped us from going any further. "I love cuddles he said as he smiled. "Damn I fucking missed you. I'll never mess this up again I promise." he said. "You better because we have a wonderful life ahead of us." I said with a giggle. I laid my head on his chest and eventually fell asleep. I was finally happy again.