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Problems (Hoseok)

I've had a very bad day and I wanna cry so imma share my emotions with y'all if ya don't mind :')

Sad Ending and Hoseok is our twin here. Please don't take any actions here romantically, it just shows how close they are :'))

Pls read my note below🥺
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Problems.

All they do is make life hard to go through.

I can't even smile genuinely knowing all the problems i'm having right now just gives more pressure.

Each tear that escaped from eyes just shows how weak and pathetic I am behind my crumbling cover.

Why? Why do I have to suffer? What did I do?

I watched my twin die beside me. His last words will forever be engraved in my mind.

"I love you forever y/n. Do something that'll make me smile even if i'm not there. Take care of mom and dad for me."

He had a loving and beautiful life ahead but he just had to take his own life...

...because of all of his problems.

Life is unfair.

I was given a twin brother who was my bestfriend since birth, my half that i could never live without. He was there when no one else knew what I felt, he was here to comfort me through all my problems.

But he was taken away from me way too early.

I felt my heart break in half.

I was so selfish, thinking only I had problems.

Little did I know he was suffering from severe stress and even depression.

We call him sunshine for a reason.

His smile and laugh that could brighten everyone's days.

But he hid it too well, like a professional actor who smiled through all the pain and laughed through all the sadness.

And now, i would never have a chance to hear and see him anymore.
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Y/n's POV
We ate dinner happily and I helped my mom wash the dishes.

I went to my twin, Hoseok's room and saw him sitting on his bed and staring at the wall beside him with a sad and empty look.

"Hey. Are you okay?", I asked worriedly and went to sit beside him after closing the door.

"I-i'm fine y/n. You should go to sleep now, it's getting late.", he panicked and fixed his pillows.

I pouted and asked him, "Why can't I sleep here? You know i get nightmares these days."

He looked like he'll cry for some reason and quickly hugged me while nodding.

"Ahh, what will I do without you y/n-ah. Promise me you'll take care of yourself starting tomorrow, ok?"

I slowly pushed him away and gave him a confused look before my eyes widened.

"W-wait, will you move out? When? What-why? How-"

"I won't always be there with you y/n. You know that."

Tears filled my eyes and as soon as Hoseok saw that he pulled me into another hug before changing the subject.

"Aigoo..don't cry y/n-ah, you'll make me cry too. I won't leave you, ever. Now stop being emotional, crying will make you ugly and we both know I already have better looks than you."

I sobbed a little and his arms tightened around me.

Why am i so lucky to have him?

After a few minutes, i grabbed my pillow from my room and hugged my brother while laying down.

I yawned in my sleep as my brother caressed my hair while hugging me.

My mind was half asleep but I heard what he said before it turned silent.

"I love you forever y/n. Do something that'll make me smile even if i'm not there."

"Please take care of mom and dad for me, i love all of you so much."

Fighting off my sleep not even processing his words, i tried my best to reply and said, "Love you too hobi, good night."

I didn't get a reply so I opened my heavy eyelids seeing Hoseok asleep and i smiled before drifting off to my dreamland.
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Little did she know that those were his last words to her as he fell into a deep sleep.

A deep sleep where he never had the chance to wake up.

With his favorite person happily dreaming in his arms as his life flashed for the last time in his slumber before his heart stopped beating.

And for the first time, y/n had a nightmare even if Hoseok's warmth was there for her.

He took way too many medicine to stop all the pain. But it didn't only stop the pain, it stopped his suffering too.

After having a dreadful yet peaceful night, Hoseok's body was reported dead in arrival.

Now tell me, how did he die? (comment down below)
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Author's Note:
So um i don't know how to say this but I promised myself that i'll sacrifice anything and everything just for my family.

Tbh i'd love it better if I was first to die instead of any of them :T

I can't even think of the pain i'll bear when I lose one of them and i know that's part of life but i'm too scared to face it😭🤚

Change topic, if you ever wonder why books could be so sad, I just want you to know, authors don't just write a book if they want to, we express our feelings through what we write.

You're reading my book right now but you don't know you've been reading my emotions too and that's what makes you guys special.

The fact i don't have anyone to stay by my side is sad but knowing you guys are reading this is enough to give me comfort.

So thank you, thank you very much for eveything. I love you and i hope you stay safe🥺💗