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Love Yourself [Namjoon]

Sad Ending
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I can't take it anymore.

I'm so tired of pretending that everything is fine when it's clearly not.

Smiling through the pain and putting a fake mask on just to let people know that I can handle this but NO, I'm just a human being, a weak one at that.

People would say that I'm lonely. Useless. A disappointment. Yes, even a mistake.

But I don't need to listen to them to know about these.

You see, I tried learning how to love myself...

But i just can't..

As I stand on top of the edge of the river, i took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

Do It y/n. No one cares. They all hate you. You don't have a family. You're a Nobody. This will all end. You'll be home soon.

Those were the last words that went through my mind before I feel myself slowly pushing itself forward. Accepting the fact that death's waiting for me.

My body leaned towards the edge, and just as my feet was about to follow my body, a hand quickly grabbed my waist and pulled me back.

I bite my bottom lip, feeling tears starting to form in my eyes as the person who stopped me just a second ago gently hug my shaking body.

Why can't people just mind their own damn business?

"Please. Don't do this." A voice said faintly.

I looked up but didn't recognize the boy in front of me.

"Please. Just leave me alone." I say, trying to push him off of me.

He tightened his hold and spoke again. "I know what it feels like."

I didn't answer. Giving up, I stayed under his arms, waiting for him to continue.

"I know how difficult it is to live happily when this society only knows how to judge each other. I went through this too. But just believe in yourself and you'll find the way out of your problems." He placed his head on my shoulder, softly sighing before whispering in my ear.

"Just keep fighting. Believe and you will succeed, fight against it and you will win. Running or facing away from your problems won't fix it. I'm just a stranger but hey, we all have problems we go through.. and i'm here to help you with yours."

Pulling away from him, I tried to pretend I didn't see the panic that flashed on his face.

Patting his shoulder in reassurance, his face fell into one of relief as I muttered, "Thank you."

~~~•~•~~~

The news came crashing to me like a hit from a truck.

I was working my shifts when my phone started ringing and I picked it up.

But after hearing the sirens on the other end, my heart dropped.

Then came the news.

Namjoon. Namjoon is gone..