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They say you don't know your true power or capabilities not until you get hurt badly.

I was hurt badly because of loving someone whom I already know don't give a damn shit about me but I still fell for him. However, that was alright because I might crawled mud because of loving him but I have learned so much because of that.

If it wasn't for him, I won't be able to know that I can withstand even the worst heartache that comes along my way. 

If it wasn't for him, I won't be able to know I can be a caring lady behind my bitchy selfish attitude before. 

If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't know that I will be able to give my whole damn heart to a person whom I truly love and be selfless. 

I might have lost Jeonghan, the person whom I call as the love of my life; the person who made me feel so much emotions that I didn't know I will be able to feel because of him; the person who made a lady.

But God is good because if it wasn't for him I won't be able to find someone who made me fall in love over and over again.

He might have seen me suffering so much that's why He gave me someone that eased all the pain that the separation brought me. 

He gave me someone who loves me so much that be cries whenever I am not around him. He gave me someone who gave me so much attention and who never failed to tell me how beautiful I am every single day and who gave so much meaning to my life.

It's true that when you lost someone, you will receive a better give that you deserve from HIM.

I can say he's worth every pain I have been through. I just smile seeing him. He is handsome and so loving. 

"I love you Raph," I told him because he was asking me to cuddle him more.

"I love you more and more and more and more and to the moon and back. Te amo," he said making me chuckle at his cuteness.

I was even more blessed to see not just one blessing but another one. "Mommy, I love you," this little thing came to me and Raph running cutely and gave us both a hug.

"I love you too mi princesa," I tell her because she's just a bunch and full of cuteness.

"I love you both to the moon and back and all over the world like this big," she adorably say drawing a big round circle with her small arms. I automatically grab her and tickle her because every cute gesture she makes tickles this fragile heart of mine. 

I may not have fulfill my dream forever and my family's dream forever for me with Jeonghan but I was given a better a happy ending with Raph and my baby girl, mi princesa, Shielo Angelique. 

Yeah. It's true that you don't know your power until you get hurt pretty badly. And I'm happy I was able to survive the heartache. Kuddos to myself and the people around who supported me. 

I am so glad that I at least experience the love I wasn't able to get before. I was able to get that through this two, Raph and Shielo. And I'm so happy to become a mom. 

I wish nothing else but this. A happy family. 

And just proud that I was able to renew and regain a better version of YANIKA NEDA CHAN ALVAREZ.

Don't take a heartbreak as a major thing that can drag you down, instead find a better perspective and discover for the purpose why you are experiencing it because it might lead you to a better or best result. ~ YNCA

Thank you guys for reading my story.

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Love,

YANIKA