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LTY 50: Wasted

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Yanika woke up with a heavy head. She was able to send herself home this morning. She was told she passed out at the bar last night and the owner was nice enough to let Yanika occupy one VIP room. She woke up at dawn and paid for the space and drive home again crying. She just couldn't forget the throbbing pain while facing everything alone.

When she woke up today, it was pass lunch time. She doesn't have the appetite to eat but she needed to. She got so many missed calls from Seungkwan and the rest of the members and she immediately replied that she has an emergency last night and an urgent meeting today.

When she passed the aisle in their house where their wedding photo was freshly hanged in there, she began to tear up again. She began realizing more and more things and began chuckling at herself.

She stared at that large photo of them. She remembers how she was surprise back then. Walking down the aisle looking like a princess, endeared by everyone but unfortunately not by her groom. But she shrugged at that idea but enjoyed herself because for once in her life, she got married to a person she loves.

They were happily smiling together like indeed a happy married couple who's in love with each other but in reality, everything was a lie. She was sobbing at the imprinted memory of them.

"I already told myself to stop loving you but I'm stupid because this," she pointed at her chest where her heart is located. "...still keeps on beating for you no matter what," she sniffs and began grabbing her chest because she could feel something is stinging inside her.

"It hurts so much to know that even though you are legally mine. I couldn't even tell the world that I you are. And even though I have the chance to tell world that you're my husband, it makes no sense because your heart belongs to someone else," she said crying herself again but this time she began punching her chest because she felt like it was being stabbed multiple more times.

"I was just wishing to be cared genuinely, Han," then her tears began pouring heavier at this point. "Genuinely." She whispered it weakly. Flopped herself at the cold marble floors of their apartment and stared at the photo again.