It Was Always You | Harukyu

Part 3

-Earlier that day-

Haruto's P.O.V
"YOU IDIOT DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I WANT TO SHOW YOU OFF TO PEOPLE?!!" Junkyu hyung said almost yelling as I was about to slam the door shut.

My heart raced and I was actually turning real red. Whatever Hyung said wasn't dileberate......I'm sure. But still my heart raced harder then a running horse and I might have then and there lost my sanity.

Hyung noticed me turned red-red. "No, I mean---", He was probably caught off guard for what he said himself.He moved forward and I dont know exactly how but he TRIPPED and fell over ME.

I was done for.

He was on top of me. To make it worse, he was stuttering and his eyes just got fixed to mine. I quickly pushed him throwing him far enough and I got inside the bathroom,
That was a dead end for me....I think I almost got caught. All these sums up the fact that:

I like Junkyu hyung.

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My mom left home when I was just 5 .
Not long after my dad remarried this young lady. My life had never been good. My family didnt seem like one. Often caged and isolated in my own room...I've not really cause much trouble but my dad hates me. He'd always bring up how he hated me because I looked like my mom.Not like I like him either. I hate him equally. I hate my mom too for leaving me without saying anything.

My dad sent me off to the states when I was 11. I was there just until I became 15 and I transferred to Korea. My dad doesn't give a shit about what I do and I frickin hope he would not but he's lately showing some fake unwanted interest in my life.

And i dont really care.....I dont care at all....just sometimes I feel so drained and tired. I know I would be fine by myself because I've always been that way. But just at times I feel as though I dont wanna be alone. But from the day when Hyung took me into his arms...my motto changed. Ever since the day, I've had a thing Hyung.

-Flashback-
Haruto's reads the message written on the courier
"My dear son Ruto, How are you doing? I'm sorry that mom cannot be there for you and I'm sorry that I've never been there for you but you've to understand why I did so. I know you will not reply to this but I'm at least hoping that you're reading this...
Use up this money and buy yourself whatever you want. Dont tell your dad that I know your whereabouts. The next time I come to meet you, dont run away
P.S : Mum loves you

Ruto crushes the paper and throws it to the corner of the room
He opens his drawer and dumps the load of money. Ruto feels really frustrated and annoyed about what his mom had to say and bangs the desk beside him
Junkyu who was witnessing all these,questions,"Ruto, are you okay?"
Ruto turns a deaf ear and heads out.

He goes to the bank of the Han river and sits himself down.He stares blankly into the water as he watches small snowflakes meeting the water. He sighed deep and felt lost
Soon after his phone starts vibrating1q. Ruto takes out his phone to see his dad calling.
"Geez..as if he needed to call me now"He turns off his phone and throws it into the river.

Without knowing, time flew by and the snow started falling more. Ruto got up....almost not feeling his cold ice hands, he puts both his hands inside his hood pocket and heads home.

Ruto gets inside the campus and as he walks in the foggy snow he sees a figure hastily walking towards him. It was Junkyu.
"Ya!", Junkyu yells at Haruto. "Where were you? And why did you turn off your phone?You left without saying anything and you frickin returning now?" Ruto just looks at him and says nothing. There was a moment of silence between the two until Junkyu pulls Ruto into his arms and hugs him. "Ruto, I dont know what's going on and why you keep I'm running but you can tell me if you want, I'm there...don't be hard on yourself". He rubs his back and they stay still, knowing that's the only way he could comfort him.
-End of flashback-

From then on I've always liked Hyung because he doesn't force me to open up and he basically doesn't know anything about my situation but he's still there.
I like how he is and what he is. And I cant bring myself to like anyone else other than him. On top of that, living under the same roof makes me like him even more and I cant hold my feelings.

-After sometime-
"Jeongwoo, I'm outside" Ruto texted Jeongwoo.
Jeongwoo came running out. "You sure are a real bastard....cant read you at all. Just yesterday you said you're not ever coming ".
"What?", Haruto kind of blushed and rubbed his neck
"Eughhhghhhh what the hell was that?" Jeongwoo questioned showing a disgusted look plastered on his face

Haru walks ahead. "Hey!! You bjjj at least wait for me ",Jeongwoo shouted following him from behind .

-At the venue-

Junkyu's P.O.V

Seriously? Haruto?? "
"I never thought he would come here!!"
"That's actually Harutooo!! Oh my God"
"Its Haruto! Its Haruto!!"

As I heard the people talk I turned around and saw Haruto walking towards me.

I quickly grabbed his arm as he walked up to me and we moved to the corner. "Ruto..I really didn't think you'd come".

"Well....just.....I just came along because Jeongwoo wouldn't stop forcing me",Haruto replied.
("When the frick did I?",Jeongwoo thought to himself)
"That's how friends should be, that's right jeongwoo" I said to Jeongwoo patting his arm.
"Yes sunbae",Jeongwoo replied.
I diverted my eyes to Haruto,"Anyway Ruto, since you're here now, I really need you to do something"
Woowoo and the others were looking from their spots
"Like what?",he asked
I bit my lips kinda worried about how he would react.

"Woowoo's friend wanted to meet you and get to now you better. So he was waiting for you to come", I rushed my words doubting whether he actually heard it but he did.
Ruto's expression changed,"Is that why you were trying so hard to pursue me ?"
"Come on Ruto, not at all", I faked a laugh and slapped his arm.
Of course Ruto didnt thought of it to be funny. He remained unmoved.
"For real", I tried to reassure him.
He seemed annoyed and was giving me such a judgemental look.

"Okay..okay...yeas. That was the thing but I swear Woowoo threatened me to tell my mom about my grades. I had no choice", Ruto was just ಠ_ಠm talk I'll come in a bit. He walks away leaving me and Ruto alone.
"Now just do me this favor and meet him today and then the line's done, you dont have to ever meet him again....if you dont like him", I was drawing in everything for him to say okay.
"Hmmmm?Okay?", I asked him and he was still ಠ_ಠ

"You were using me",Ruto exaggerated.
"Aaaeeeeeee...come on Ruto, you--", I was cut off when a voice spoke from behind. It was hyuunjinaa
"A serious matter?"He asked and chuckled.
I quickly poked Ruto and have him a sign that it was him.
He showed me disinterest but deep down I know he was taken aback seeing hyunjin.
"Seems he was fixing his shirt because he spilt water over it haha", I made that up.
"Oohh really?"Hyunjin turned over to Ruto.
The atmosphere was intimidating with two good looking humans being awkward.
"Oh, so Ruto this is Hyunjin, the guy I was talking to you about ". Ruto glance at me with a very inscrutable look written on his face.