Beautiful Light

Chapter 64

Omi sits Takahiro on his lap. He kisses Takahiro's head. Takahiro rubs his eyes . "Baby " He says as Omi nuzzles nose against his cheek. " Yes babe?" Omi asked as watched Takahiro tug at his shirt. " Let's eat. " Takahiro says as Omi lifts him up. Takahiro bursts into tears . " What's wrong baby?" Omi asked as he tried to calm Takahiro down. " I miss Atsushi " Takahiro says. Omi knows his heart is hurting. He puts him down. Takahiro calls Atsushi . He sounds super sad. He waited for Atsushi outside. He saw Atsushi approaching and shivered. Atsushi noticed how broken Takahiro was and pulled him close . He heard crying. " My baby" he cooed as he wrapped his coat around him. " Takahiro, I love you so much " Atsushi says as he realizes that Takahiro is having a breakdown. He holds Takahiro tightly calming him down. He takes him back to his house. He has Takahiro sitting on his lap while he's on the couch. He rubs Takahiro's back gently. He wipes off the makeup on Takahiro's face to reveal a bruise on his cheek. " Baby who hurt you? " Atsushi said as he kissed Takahiro's head. " Taka-kun " Atsushi said . " S-Shokichi" Takahiro said as he whimpered. " We always fought, I never did anything psychical." Takahiro said as his voice gets shaky. He starts to cry . " I can take you to America with me , you need a break from Exile and I clearly see the group needs more guidance " Atsushi said as Takahiro nodded. " I miss being near you everyday " Takahiro says as Atsushi wipes his tears away . " I'll tell Hiro everything because he knows the rumors about me aren't true and he truly doesn't want to be involved in this mess. " Atsushi says. " I don't either because they kept me away from you when we had problems and I felt forced to be happy. I just wanted to deal with the problems. " Takahiro said as he felt Atsushi's lips against his. He deepened the kiss. " I just want to be happy again. " He said as Atsushi wrapped a blanket around him. " I missed cuddling up to you. I felt like I messed with strangers " Takahiro said. " I don't think I belong in Exile in anymore since you left .. I stated to think about how long I could keep going because I miss solo work. We are ballad rnb singers not pop singers like Nesmith and Shokichi. " Takahiro said as Atsushi rubbed his back. " You are right because Exile did mainly try to do ballads while in the guidance of Hiro and seeing Sudanna and Yurino leave just made me realize how forced the girls were into making pop songs. Sudanna and Yurino wanted to be rappers more then dancers. " Atsushi said. " The company wanted to be boy focused more then have both types of groups" Takahiro said. " We were meant to be together but Hiro tried to hide it. We were probably supposed to be a duo , Takahiro but vocal only groups fail completely in general that's why there were dancers . Atsushi said as felt a peck to his lips. "Only mainly vocalists get solo careers in Exile.. It's rare to see people like Sway and Elly get solos that's why Kazuki is waiting because he wants them to shine" Takahiro said. He heard a yawn. He noticed Atsushi was falling asleep.