„Did you even thought about doing this before? You're so fucking dumb Dream" Sapnap said looking at all the pills Clay didn't took for the past days
„I'm sorry Sapnap" the taller one whispered full of guilty
„YOU DONT NEED TO BE SORRY YOU COULD HAVE DIED BECAUSE OF THAT WHY TF WOULD YOU STOP TAKING YOUR FUCKING MEDICIN?! DO YOU KNOW HOW GOD DAMN SCARED I WAS?"
Clay just shook his head and looked down.
He don't wanted sapnap to be mad at him but he really had the right to be mad.
Not taking the necessary medicine can end deadly, that's why no one does it.
Its just dumb.
„You already take as less as you can and then you stop taking anything that keeps you alive you idiot! Just tell me why?!"
Dream buried his head in his hands and took a deep breath „Sapnap you don't understand. No one understands"
„Then at least try to explain it Dream, please. I want to understand."
Maybe George would understand he thought before continuing to talk
„You don't know how it feels to be kept alive by chemical stuff. You're tired all day and can't eat and drink what you want. Your emotions are kicking you when you don't need them and you feel like your in a movie. Just looking at everything from the outside but not being able to interact. It is a nightmare!" he explained desperated and looked up, right into sapnaps face.
Nick shook his head „Dream that sounds really terrible but you could die. Feeling nothing is probably even worse than not being able to control your emotions. Please don't ever just stop taking your meds out of nowhere"
Clay nodded „Promise?" Sapnap asked seriously and looked him into the eyes „Promise" Clay approved
„Good. How are you? You're Mom told me that your body should be completely exhausted right now"
Shrugging his shoulders, Dream responded „Yeah, moving is exhausting and I could stay in bed the whole day but we meet up with Tubbo and tommy at the beach today"
Sapnap chuckled „No you idiot. You're gonna stay in bed and drink tea and I'll meet them. Don't leave the van okay? Just rest yourself and get out for tomorrow. We're staying here for two weeks it doesn't matter if you see them today or tomorrow"
Clay sighed. He really wanted to meet Tommy and Tubbo for the first time, but also knew that it wouldn't be good for his health.
Actually he didn't really cared about his health as you may noticed yesterday, but he don't wanted to make his family and friends even more worried.
„Okay Fine" he agreed and sapnap smiled
„Good Dream. I'll say hello for you alright? And I need to leave now otherwise they'll be waiting. See you later and don't do any dumb shit" sapnap left the van and walked away, leaving Clay alone.
The boy grabbed his phone and typed in a name that wouldn't get out of his mind.
George.
He opened the chat at startet to write
George
Hi George :)
Oh hi dreamie, how are you doing?
Im fine how about you?
Im Good, thank you for asking. Why are you texting me?
YOU ARE READING
ＦＡＤＩＮＧ // Dreamnotfound
Random„I love you George, to the moon and back, remember?" ⚠️ TW ⚠️ Suicide, panic, Death, illness,drinking(just for fun) I CRIED MULTIPLE TIMES WHILE WRITING THIS LOL Don't expect a happy end If anyone named in this story wants it deleted, i will Start:...
