He buried his head deeper in the pillow.
It was one of the nights. The lonely nights. Nights when he was alone.
Sapnap and his girlfriend were on a date while he was alone with his thoughts. In general he was doing better.
Well, after two years now he should be better.
He had a job and lived together with Sapnap, his girlfriend and Patches in Clays house.
The brown cat jumped on his back wich made him turn around and patches fall down the bed.
She meowed angrily and jumped back on the bed where George just sat up „Sorry Patches" he whispered and petted her.
The cat missed the American boy as much as George did.
Both lost him, the difference was that Patches probably just thought he don't wanted her anymore while the small cat has always been a very important thing in Clays life.
They laid on the bed, George pulling out the letter.
Yeah, when life gets hard, come back to this pages. Come back to me. When life gets hard, I will wait here between these pages, forever waiting for you my love. He read.
Yeah. Waiting. Waiting for the time to pass, waiting for finally being free.
Waiting to be with him again.
Someday they would be back together. Some day they would fall in love all over again.
He just knew it.
⚠️possible tw⚠️
Selfh@rm (no blood etc)
George didn't realized that he stopped petting Patches for a second till the cat meowed again. „Dont worry, I won't leave. Not yet. He said I couldn't ruin his work. But you know? He kinda did it himself. Of course he didn't wanted but-"
He swallowed hard and a cold tear dropped.
Before doing anything dumb he pulled out his rubber band and flicked it against his arm.
Over and over again till this piece of his arm was completely numb.
He took a deep breath and looked at the photo of him and Clay that stood right next to the flower.
He let his ganze fly over to his red arm and the little half moon that was tattooed on his wrist.
To the moon and back, remember?
One day he would stop suffering.
But he wouldn't be the one that would get himself out of this world.
Clay wouldn't want that.
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THIS IS THE OFFICIAL END
i know that This isnt a real chapter but I wanted to write something more in the future but not too much so y'all can imagine the end
I hope you enjoyed this story, I loved writing it and will continue writing but probably take a break from writing in English since it takes way more time.
I really hope you liked this book, feel free to read my other one (AHHH SELF PROMO IM WORRY) it's not as sad as This one.
Feel free to ask stuff about this story if anything was unclear or something.
Stay the way you are, you are loved and I hope horrible stuff like in this book never happens to you. I love every single one of you, stay healthy <3
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