ＦＡＤＩＮＧ // Dreamnotfound

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Georgie, Oh my little Georgie,
If I could rewrite the end of our story, I would, but I am not the author of my own fate. It had to happen. It had to end. If you are reading this, probably with tears in your eyes, it happened. If you read this, probably with a shattered heart, I'm dead. It's somehow weird to think about the end. You will keep living, maybe not your best life, and I will pause mine but don't let the ending upset you for the next time we meet again, I'll get to fall for you all over again. You made me the happiest I could've ever been in my entire life. You made wishes come true and helped me through the hardest times.

This conversation is one sided. I wish I could say something back. I wish I could hear your voice. I wish I could see your eyes only once again. Feel your body next to mine, but it's over now. You know I used to think I was cursed, cursed to be so close and yet so far away from you. Sometimes I wished that this story never begun because I was afraid of the ending, but when I saw your eyes light up at every little thing I did I noticed, that this curse maybe, just maybe comes with it's own blessing. You are a pure blessing George, don't ever let anybody say something against that. I wish I could see you right now, hug you right now and tell you everything is gonna be okay, but staying within these pages means I'll have more time with you so that's okay. My time here was worth it. Being stuck here forever is the price I have to Play for being with you and having the best time of my life.

George, I loved you more than words could ever tell. I was so god damn afraid to not be able to save you. When I saw you on that bridge I knew that it wasn't to late. I knew that I could help you so I did. Please don't ruin the work I did, please don't Fall in that Deep hole again. I want you to forgive me for everything I have done to you. Every piece I ripped apart and every moment I ruined just by being me. Everytime you cried because of me and everytime you think about ending it because I'm not here anymore when you read those pages. This letter is the only thing you will have left of me. You can burn it or throw it away, but no matter how many pages and sentences there is, als Long as This letter is in your hands, your eyes laying on my words, it will always feel like the first time. Even though you have no longer pages to turn, just know that you can always come back here when you miss me. Yeah, when life gets hard, come back to this pages. Come back to me. When life gets hard, I will wait here between these pages, forever waiting for you my love.

But slowly in time my words on these pages fade away, just as your love Fades for me, while I'll be waiting for you up here. I need to say my final good byes now I guess. Time will come and go, people will come and go and feelings will come and go but over all that, over the chaos you will have in your life, over ups and downs just look up sometimes in the clouds and search for some funny shapes. I beg you George, please don't ever forget animal shapes in clouds again. Even though you have no longer pages to turn, just know that you can always come back here when you miss me.

I love you George, to the moon and back, remember?

Tears dropped on the white pages.

He pressed them against his chest, trying to deal with the pain. He lost a loved one again. He felt the pain again, you always feel when you loose something.

The pain you have to feel just to realise how important your loss was.

Without this Pain you wouldn't start to appreciate special things.

You wouldn't be afraid of loosing stuff that is important to you.

Sapnap entered the room, crying and holding some pages as well. The boys looked at each other and begun to giggle „He really left us with some poetry shit like this?" Sapnap asked and sat down next to George

„He quoted god damn adventure time, what do you expect?" George laughed slightly while tears continued to fall down.

One week later was the funeral.

Of course back in Florida. It was hard for everyone. Funerals are always hard. Saying goodbye to someone for the last time hurts.

Of course it hurts, but this helps to let go.

George threw a flower on the coffin before it was buried six feet under the ground.

This wasn't a normal flower. It was one of the flowers that grew on the bridge, their bride.

Before leaving he carefully digged two whole plants out. One he would plant on the grave, the other one would stay forever on his bedside table.

A little part of Clay would always be with him.

After saying their final good byes and hugging Dreams family to tell them how sorry you were, George and Sapnap drove home.

Home, such a weird word.

Dream left both of them his house and patches. At first they wanted to sell it, but as soon as they stepped in, as soon as they smelled the familiar scent and memories begun to play in front of their eyes, they knew they couldn't sell it.

They wanted to move in, get some new furniture and life together with Patches.

Not staying alone if you are in pain helps a lot. They didn't had to act over their sadness, because both new how hurt they were.

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ITS DONE
THIS BOOK IS OVER
THIS WAS THE LAST CHAPTER
Im thinking about writing an extra chapter, more in the future
I HOPE YOU ENJOY READING THIS BOOK AND ITS NOT A BORING AND NORMAL DNF STORY
HAVE A GREAT DAY I LOVE ALL OF YOU AND SATY HEALTHY <33333