ＦＡＤＩＮＧ // Dreamnotfound

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8 am.

Pretty late for a sunrise but it was winter so kinda normal.

The boys stood at the big window and watched it.

Watched the colors change and the clouds fly by. It wasn't as beautiful for George as it was for Clay simply because the colors were different. For him it was beautiful because he watched it with Dream.

„Why" he whispered but Clay could still hear it. The taller one stood right behind George, his head rested on George's. His long arms were wrapped around George's Body as some birds flew by.

„Oh George" Dream said and kept looking at the sunset „There is no reason. There is no solution. You know that. If I could rewrite the end of our story I would, but I am not the author of my own fate"

„It's not fair" the British boy whispered, a small tear rolling down his cheek. „I know" Clay agreed still stating out of the window „And I am so sorry. I told you that before but I can't say it often enough"

„Please don't leave me" more and more tears fell down as George continued to speak

„Why do I always have to loose everything" the last few words he nearly screamed painfully.

Clay turned him around and hugged George tight.

It was dumb of him to think that George wasn't hurt, that he could deal with it. George was only a human too.

Dream felt George's shivering body pressed against his. He quietly hummed a melody to calm George and after a few minutes of the smaller one crying he finally calmed down. Only slightly shivering now he wiped his tears away.

Clay let go of George and the smaller one took a deep breath „Today we will ride a hot air balloon" he said trying to grin

„Oh George you are fascinating" Clay laughed and kissed him shortly „Thank you again, I am very exited even though I'm scared of heights" he said and George gasped „You are scared of heights?" he continued confused „You are so tall and scared of heights what the fuck" he laughed as Clay did

„I will protect you Dreamie" he said and leaned in for another kiss.

„WE DONT WEAR ANYTHING TO PROTECT US" Clay screamed scared as they walked towards the big balloon and George laughed

„What do you want? A helmet or what?" the guide laughed too „Mr Davidson there is nothing to be afraid of. Nothing will happen, it's the best wetaher for a beautiful balloon trip over beautiful landscape and Paris" Clay nodded and widened his eyes a few moments later

„Mr Davidson? I haven't proposed yet and who said that we would take your last name?" he whispered as a joke as they stopped in front of the balloon

„Oh my god Dream" George laughed „I booked this on my name and this man can't remember every single name we are not the only one here"

„Lady's and gentlemen, please get in now. We will start in about 3 minutes" the man said calm and they got in the big basket of the balloon.

„Clay look how wide we can see" George told his boyfriend that stood there with closed eyes.

They started two minutes ago and were already pretty high. George grabbed the taller ones hands and pulled them away from his face.

The American needed a few seconds to get used to the light and looked around „Wow" he whispered „Not as bad as I expected it to be" he said carefully looking down.

He jerks back as he looked over the edge „But as high as I expected" he clung into George's top

„Why do you wrote it on the list when you are so scared of heights?" he asked then „I don't know you Said I should write down what i always wanted to do and I didn't really thought that we would do more than one or two things"

After the balloon ride they started to walk home. It wasn't that far, so they decided to not call an Uber.

With his phone in his left and Clays hand in the right hand he navigated them through the beautiful city as the sun slowly begun to set.

It got winter so the sun set early and it was pretty cold. Dream blew little clouds in the could air and didn't noticed that they weren't heading straight home.

George's plan was a little different wich the American only noticed as they stood right in front of the reason they didn't straight went back home.

„Are you joking?" he just asked as they took the first step on the big bridge „Two things a day? You really speedrun the list" he laughed „but you didn't thought of the lock right?" he asked then, a little disappointed.

They heard the little waves of the River unser them and stopped. Clay could see the big smile that was written on George's face.

The moon reflecting in his eyes he parted his lips „Do you think I'm dumb or anything? We aren't here by accident idiot" he laughed shortly and pulled a lock and a water proof pen out of his pocket.

„How Are you always so prepared and organized?" George Handed Clay both things and the taller one instantly begun to write.

George didn't knew what was his plan to write on the lock but he knew that Clay had planned this in the back of his head so it would be alright. Grinning the taller one stopped writing and gave George the lock back.

The British guy let his gaze fly over the words that were written on it. He expected Letters or anything but not the words that.

To the moon and back

„That's beautiful" George said while Clay looked out for the right spot. „George look over here there are only a few locks seems good right?" he asked and pointed at the Spot.

George nodded „Great" they locked it and stood there, looking up in the sky „To the moon and back" George said silently

„To the moon and back, always and forever" Dream responded.

George hesitated shortly „Forever is a long time" the smaller one said „It won't be forever. You know that" George started to shiver.

Not because of the cold air, it was because of the thoughts that always fought their way back in his head.

Clay knew why he shivered but gave him his jacket anyway. The taller one gently forced him to look up and laid his lips on George's

„It will be forever. George Henry Davidson my love for you won't ever end. You may find someone new, I hope you'll find Someone knew. You will have to move on but I won't ever stop loving you. It's always and forever, at least for me" he wiped the tears from George's cheeks

„I swear my love won't ever stop too Dream" he cried

„You have to stop loving me one day" the American said hugging him „I won't be able to" George cried in his hoodie

„I know George, I know"

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I AM SORRY THAT I CANT WRITE RN I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I DONT REALLY FEEL THAT GOOD DUNNO THANK YOU FOR READING THIS DUMB BOOK THERE WILL BE THE THE MAIN PLOT SOON AND I WILL PROBABLY CRY

I DECIDED TO UPLOAD THIS NOW WITHOUT REREADING IT BECAUSE I DINT UPDATED FOR LIKE 3/4 DAYS AND I FEEL SO BAD THATS WHY THIS CHAPTER IS ALSO SO SHORT I AM UNBELIEVABLY SORRY