Wanting You. | Jikook

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"Well I should go." I said as I took my hand back from Jimins. Jimin nodded.

"It getting dark, here." He went into his pocket to take out his wallet. "Get a bus. Although, it isnt far and it's just by the school. It's better to be safe than sorry." He took out some money and poked it at me.

I quickly shook my head, refusing it. "No.no. It's fine, really." Although I declined he continued to be stubborn while giving me a pouted face.

"Take it." He said sternly. I knew if I declined any further this would go on for god knows how long.

I just sighed. "Fine!" I said as I carefully grabbed the money while looking off to the side. "Thankyou." I said with a whisper. I just heard him giggle in response.

"Goodnight." He said with a smile.

I turned back at him and smiled back," Goodnight." He gave me a final glance as he turned towards the door in the building. I just sighed as I heard the faded echoes of footsteps going up the steps. I turned and started walking down the road where theres a bus stop. I waited for a minute or so, till the bus stopped in front of me and a middle aged man in a suit. As the doors opened I walked in and gave the man my own money. I really didnt want to use Jimins, I would just have to give it back to him sometime, somehow.

As he grabbed my money I hurried to one of the many empty seats. I sat on the left and put my head against the window. As I heard the bus driver close the doors, I looked out the window thinking about me and Jimins day. Seeing how Jimin gets low so fast, is heartbreaking to see as someone close to him. But now I'll help him through this path. My mission!

Although, it's kinda weird how Jimin would tell me these kinds of things. Taehyung is closer to Jimin. But I dont know maybe it's just me. But I really like where me and Jimin are going, and I honestly dont care how much personal info I have to tell Jimin as long as we grow trust between each other. I dont want us to change because I like where we're standing and moving ahead. When we hang out I feel loose and set free. I dont have to be careful with what I say I can be carefree. I'm not saying in my group I feel strained, it's quite the opposite actually. I really enjoy myself around them. But with Jimin, it's different. It's a bond I cant explain.

The way he agreed to our promise aswell shows how much were growing forward. I made this promise knowing that Jimin isn't going to be the only one seeking something or getting something out of this. But I also know I'm going to get something out of this aswell. Im not really certain what, but I just know. And I will do everything in my power to show him how much values he holds in this world. Park Jimin, he's something. I do kinda hate myself a bit for not getting to know him sooner.

Its weird, I always seem to be worrying about Park Jimin alot lately and my mind automatically thinks of his existence. But I dont really mind, I mean we are getting closer and getting to know eachother more in our friendship. Nothing more to it.

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As I'm lost in my thoughts before I knew it the bus stops. By the time frame and seeing the similar surroundings outside the bus. I knew I'm here, I get up quickly and head off the bus. As I start to head to the building I hear the bus move but i continue to walk.

As i made it infront of the building I open the door and make it up the stairs to my apartment. I sigh as I turn the key and push the door open to enter into the small box of an apartment. As I enter I take of my shoes by the door and close the door and lock it behind me.

I head to my room and plop down on my bed face first. I just sigh at my thoughts. Maybe, just maybe I'll have something special like Taehyung and Jimin have. But I wouldnt want to take Jimin away from him, I don't want to come between them. What they have, is something special. And something to be envious about.

It's fine, though. Maybe me and Jimin will also have something special. Thinking about it, I dont think I've ever been so sure in wanting to change someone for the better of themselves. New experiences, I guess that's what new people and new connections have to show.

Me and the group met through people knowing people and, Boom that's what made us, us. I never wanted to grow or expand out of that circle. And to be honest I dont know what changed in these few weeks. I just dont know.

As I was caught in my thoughts I slowly felt my eye lids get heavy and I felt my mind go into a deep slumber.

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Hello! New update, and I'm not sure about this chapter. I'm sorry if you guys find it confusing. If you do you can tell me and I'll fix it. I honestly think its trash but 🤷‍♀️. So if most of you guys find it weird, tell me. Anyways, happy reading.💜