Wanting You. | Jikook

4 Weeks

Jungkook Pov.

It was Tuesday. Yesterday was Monday, the first day. The first note. Today I just need to do it again. Yah...again. I look at the empty pink slip of paper on my desk. Just laying there, empty, nothing. I stare at it until I bang my head on it multiple time. FUCK. SHIT. BRAIN. WORK. PLEASE. I stop and sigh as I bend my head backwards on my chair. As I did that I stared at my small piece of furniture that held a few book in. I stared, and stared. I get up and roam throught the books, there must be something in here.

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I joyfully skipped in to the classroom, I guess I'm not useless after all. I cheerfully smiled as I stared at the door for a certain someone to come through. Then I see him, I slightly jumped at how excited I got. As he slowly made it to his seat he noticed the paper. YES! He silently read it and I noticed a small smile appear. Atleast I know I'm doing something right. I probably look like an idiot watching him read the quote as he silently sits down next to me.

"To fall in love with yourself is the first secret to happiness.
                                         -Robert Morley"
He read softly with a little giggle at the end. He then looked at me and held the note. "Thanks." He whispered as he looked at me with such gratitude. I looked back at him and returned the smile then pulled my attention to the teacher. In all honesty, this doesn't bother me one bit. I'm happy to do this, if it makes someone happy. I'm willing to be of use for that.

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We were in economics. One of the classes me and Jimin shared, it was 5th period. The one right after lunch. He sits in the front row and I sit a few rows down near the back. The teacher walked in.

"Good evening class." She says formily. Her brown hair wrapped up in a bun and her glasses above the bridge of her nose. She was pretty old but not that old. Her age was fairly balanced. "So as were wrapping up this chapter were going to have a group project." I jumped up at the mention of another group project. I then glanced at the back of Jimins blonde puffy hair. Then I noticed a smile creep up my face.

Please let us choose. Please let us choose. I told myself, repeatedly. Praying. "There's going to be two people  in each group, unless there some people missing. In that case it would be three." Sweet Holy Jesus, pleaseeee.

"And any if any of you were wondering..." Please. Lady. PLEASE!!! "I will be choosing your groups. The list will be posted on the board after class." She says with a smile. REALLY!? Do these teachers not have faith in us kids anymore. Cant let us be independent!? "Your groups may have help from other groups but no switching and no using other works." She said finally. "But, anyways let's begin."

"Ugh!" I growl under my breath while I stared behind Jimins blonde head. Well, I still have a little hope.

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SON. OF. A. CRACKER!!! WHAT IS THIS!!! I'm paired up with Ae-Cha!? Really?! While Jimin pairs up with... I go down the list with my finger, searching like a hungry beast.

"Nam Sam-San?" I hear a little voice next to me. I look down and I see Jimin looking at the list next to me. He looks up at me and gives a sad smile.  FREAKING NAM SAM-SAN!!! "I guess our luck has ran out, huh?" Jimin says with a little smile. I smile back trying to hold in my sadness.

"Yeah, I guess." I shrug. I look back at the list and on the bottom the due date is written. In 4 weeks. 4 weeks... Ok I'm gonna go cry now.

"Hey, Jimin." I turned my head to the owner of the voice. Nam Sam-San starts walking towards Jimin. Brown hair, taller than Jimin. I mean every one is atleast taller than Jimin. Hazel Eyes. A smart guy, respected, but I dont really know him. I've never really known anyone or tried to outside my friend group. It's not that I didnt want to, it's just that I didnt find a need or a point.

"Oh.. hello." Jimin says with a little wave. But he look down right away trying to avoid eye contact. This was how he was when me and him first met. He's a really shy guy. I guess before Jimin met me he was only with Tae. But I guess this is just how he is with new people.

"So partners, huh?" He says coming up to him with a little smirk.

"Yeah... I guess." He says while trying to pull a smile on his face.

"When would you want to start working on this little project of ours?" He asks his grin still remains. He has his backpack with just one strap on his shoulder, like one of the 'cool kids.' I'm just staring blankly at them while this scene unfolds.

"Uhhh...." Jimin takes a peek up at my face. He looks uncomfortable. "Well I dont r-really know." He says with a shrug.

I cough. "Um, well anyways we should head off. Right, Jimin?" I say looking down at him. I smile but that smile is just a hint to get away. He smiles brightly at me, which means he finally got it. He shakes his head up and down.

"Y-yeah! Let's go." He says then he looks at Nam Sam-San. "Um we'll talk about it some other time?" Nam Sam-San looks taken aback but he smiles and nods.

"Sure." He says.

"Ok let's go." I say grabbing onto Jimins backpack and dragging him to our next class period. "You good?"

I ask him as he starts to walk next to me. "Y-yeah." He says. "Its not like I have a choice, though. I'll have to just suck it up and do the project with him. Right?" He says looking up at me.

I sigh. Then force a smile and nodd. "Yeah." We continue our walk until we split ways to our next period.

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I walk out before Jimin and meet my friends outside by the gate. "Hey!" I say waving at them.

They all give me their attention and smile. "Hey!" They say in unison.

"We heard what happened a few days ago." Namjoon said.

"Hm?" I asked confused.

"That stair incident, you good? That probably hurt, huh?" He says with a concern look. I smile at him, knowing what he's talking about.

"I'm fine. No need to worry." I say. I didnt bother to ask if they knew that Jimin fell aswell so I let the topic drop. I then heard Jimin and Tae voices coming towards us. I look behind me and smile.

"Hey!" I say looking at Jimin.

"Hi!" He says with a smile back.

"Ok, we're gonna go ahead now. See ya." I wave at them before walking off to the direction of the cafe with Jimin.

"There really friendly, huh?" Yoongi asks the group.

"Yup!" Tae says with a really big boxy smile.

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Me and Jimin are walking side by side to the cafe. Through our usual route.

"Soooo..." I say starting the conversation. He looks up at me hinting for me to continue.

"When are you planning to start your project with your partner?" I say.

"Hmmm..." He looks off to the side, thinking. "Maybe someday this week, you?" He asks looking back up at me.

"Umm Im not really sure. I'll have to ask her." I say. "But, I'm sad me and you aren't working on another project together." A hint of disappointment crosses my voice.

"Yeah me too." Jimin says with a pout while dropping his head in defeat.

I look at him for awhile before looking ahead of me. I'm mad, sad, disappointed, angry. But, maybe this is good. Good for Jimin to open up more. This is good! Good! I kept repeating this to myself over and over and over again while we walked side by side. But deep down theirs something else I've never felt before. And I hate it...

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