Wanting You. | Jikook

Egg Sandwich

Jimin Pov.

As the morning sun shined upon my room it reached my eyes. I slowly opened them to see that it was morning. I yawned and slowly went upright on my bed to stretch out my arms. I turned my head to take a glance at my clock; 10:13. I fully got up my bed to stretch my whole body. I picked my glasses from my stand, and placed them on to my face.

"Oh wait, Jungkook!" I whispered yelled at myself. I started tiptoeing towards my door to open it. I then went into the hall towards the living room. As I made my way towards the living room I saw a big lump under the blanket, Jungkook. I sigh happily as I see his body move up and down with each breath he takes. I lift up the blanket from his feet to see how his ankle is doing. The swelling has gone down a bit and the redness has gone down a bit too. Well that's good. I turn my attention back to his face and I see him still sleeping. I put down the blanket and turn my attention towards the kitchen. Egg Sandwiches sound nice, right.?

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As I started pouring the eggs on to the pan I heard a grunt coming from the couch. I turn my head to see him sitting upright and rubbing his eyes.

"Goodmorning!" I say happily. He turns to me and smiles.

"Goodmorning Jiminshii" He said as he got up to stretch his whole body with a scrunched up face. He let out another grunt when he went went back to his normal stance. I gave him another smile as I went back to flipping the eggs. I heard footsteps coming towards the island and a squeak against the wooden tile as he pulled out the chair. "Did you sleep well?" He asked.

I nodded as I still was watching the eggs, my back towards him. He hummed at my response. "Did you sleep well?" I asked him reverting his own question back at him.

"Yup! Never better!" He said with a little chuckle. I also hummed at his response and smiled warmly at myself.

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After breakfast we both went into my room. And as he went to sit towards my bed I went into my closet to rummage through some clothes to wear today, the day, Saturday. "Jungkook if you want you can start taking a shower in my parents restroom and take some clothes from there." I said as I popped my head out from my closet to look at him.

"Oh..uh..sure" He said as he nodded at me and started walking out of the room. I then found a pair of black jeans, a white shirt, and a denim jacket. I take it out happy with my choice. I place the outfit nicely folded on my bed. I take off my glasses and place them next to the clothes and I head into my bathroom to start taking a shower.

As I got into my shower I felt the warm water hitting my body. I've always loved showers and I cant help to stay in for quite some while just thinking.

I began thinking how Taehyung has been hanging out with with Jungkooks group. I'm pretty happy that Tae is hanging out and opening up to more people. I've always had this feeling that I have been holding him back. His personality is so bright and outgoing and maybe being with me was just a strain to being himself. But I've always loved his company and how much hes given to me. Now I think it's time he opens up and meets more people, and I've seen how well he gets along with them. Tae really does fit in with whoever he meets. Hes like a puzzle that fits perfectly in this world, and me. I dont really know. Tae is my best friend and I cant help but think if I have been holding him back by my characteristics and personality. As I feel the soap fall from my body I feel a sting of water fall from my eyes.I'll be fine as long as he continues to move forward. He'll be fine.

I've always had these thoughts even before we met Jungkooks group. It's something that has always strained my mind. But at the end of the day I always push it to the farthest corner. Its maybe because I know if I actually find out that I've been holding him back or other people back, it will break me. And I've never had the courage to tell anybody or even ask, 'Am I a burden?' Then I wont like the answer. I'll be scared of the answer. I'll be broken from the answer. So I push it, forget it, ignore it.

By ignoring this and not coming clean I feel like I've been selfish by keeping Tae in this shell, by staying by my side. But now hes got more people, people like him. Open, friendly, outgoing people. And as long as hes moving, I'm happy by seeing him break this shell he's created by being with me. Even if that means I'm still in the same place and the whole world is still turning, I'll be happy.

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As I got out of the shower, I checked my phone and saw the time. Oh wow! I think I took to long. I ruffle my wet hair in frustration of how much I hate my wondering mind. I then begin to start changing into my yellow underwear and so on, so forth. As I put on my denim jacket over my white short sleeve shirt I put on my glasses, as the last step. I go back in the restroom as I was ruffling my hair with my towel, and I grabbed my toothbrush to start brushing my teeth.

As I finished everything I hung my towel in the restroom and grabbed my high top converse with a pair of white socks. I put them on as I plopped down on my bed and as I finished tying my shoes I hurriedly open my door but once I took a forceful step I felt a huge block blocking my way. I fell on the floor by the impact. "Aggh-" I let out a small yelp as I fell on the floor.

"Oh My Gosh!!! I'm sorry, Jiminshii!!" Jungkook said as he went on his knees onto the floor in front of me. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I was about to knock but I should have waited in the living room. I'm sorry!!" He said flustered as he looked at me in the eyes.

I squinted as I looked at him and I started to laugh as he gave me a suprised and confused look. "Its okay, Kookie. I'm fine" I said as I started to get up but Jungkook grabbed my hand and picked me up while grabbing my waist. I was a blushing mess by the action. I looked up at him and smiled, "Thankyou." He looked back down at me then immediately blushed and looked to the side. I then realize we were still in the position of when he picked me up, hand on my hand, his hand on my waist. Realizing I was really close to him, body against body. My small figure against his big figure. "Uhh... Jungkook?" I said a little nervous.

"Hmmm?" He hummed as he looked back at me with a questionable expression.

"Uhh- I think you can let go now.?" I said whist looking at his hand that's pressed against mine.

"OH!" He said taken aback as he quickly took his hands off of me. "I'm soo so sorry!" He bowed while I was blushing in front of him.

"Its okay" I said with a nervous chuckle. Then I realized something that was off as I looked at him up and down. "Our clothes today are pretty similar..." I said as I looked at the mirror that's in my room. I try not to show my blush as I saw him wearing a black shirt, black pants, a denim jacket the same blue color as mine, and a pair of original Timberlands.

"Huh?" He says as he stood back up from his bowing position. He started walking next to me as I looked at myself in the mirror. He barely fit in the mirror but he managed to see his figure. As we both examined our clothes thought the mirror we both looked at eachother and both had a glow and blush.

"I'm sorry!!" We both said in unison as we bowed to eachother. Then I heard a small 'pfft' chuckle in front of me as I still kept my bowing position. And I couldn't help but feel that the laugh was contagious because I felt myself laugh aswell. And as we kept that awkward bowing position we were both laughing our heads off.

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I'm sorry this one was pretty long😅 but I hope you guys dont mind. Well I hope you enjoyed it.💜 Stay turned.