The Louvre | Spencer Reid ✓

e i g h t - "firsts"

⚠️warning⚠️- this chapter contains talk of past drug addiction

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"Hey Rose!" Spencer said after opening his door and pulling me into a hug and kiss.

"Hey Spence," I said while walking I to his apartment, setting my work bag down on the floor and taking off my shoes.

"I just ordered food for us so it should be here soon, we can watch a movie if you want," he suggested.

I nodded and told him I was going to the bathroom real quick to change into something more comfortable. I grabbed my bag and headed to the bathroom down the hall. After using the bathroom and washing my hands I looked through my bag and pulled out a new set of undergarments, a simple black thong and bralette to be comfortable, and an oversized t shirt and shorts.

Walking back out into the living room, I join Spencer on the couch. He wraps his arm around my back and I snuggle into his side. We watch the movie for a while until the food came. Spencer got up and payed the delivery man and put the food on the table. I went over and started to dive into my food, I was so hungry after my shift.

"So how was work today?" Spencer asked in between bites.

"Pretty good actually, nothing too tragic happened."

Spencer smiled, "that's good, we just had some local follow ups for cases today."

After a few more minutes I thought back to the other week when Spencer was in the ER and all the things that happened.

"Hey Spence... can I ask you a question?"

Spencer looked up at me, "sure."

"What happened when you were in the ER and I tried to get you pain meds?"

He sighed slightly and set his fork down, "well, I guess I should probably tell you since you told me things about you," he slowly rolled up his sleeves and showed me his inner arms. I looked closer then I saw them- track marks- they were obviously very old, but they were there.

"Spencer-" I started.

"A long time ago on a case an unsub kidnapped me, he injected me with dilauded, a lot of it, so much that I actually died, but he preformed CPR on me and saved me."

I was shocked at this new information, I grabbed and squeezed his hand lightly to let him know I was listening.

"When he gave me the drug, I just felt so much relief. This happened right after Elle left the BAU, I just lost my best friend and it hurt. I got addicted after and no one really noticed, it went on for a while but I got clean."

I have him a compassionate smile, "even though that happened a long time ago, I'm so proud of you and I'm sorry for trying to push for the pain meds."

"No no it's not your fault, you were just trying to help me," he said and brought my hand up to his lips, kissing the back of it. I chuckled and he pulled me towards him. I landed sideways on his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck.

"You know I really appreciate you Rose, you make me very happy."

I smiled, "you do too genius."

He laughed and slowly pulled me into a kiss. The kiss gets more passionate as his tongue sweeps across my bottom lip, I open my mouth slightly. His hands grip my hips tightly. I run my hands through his long curly brown hair, pulling slightly earring a small groan from him.

His hands play with the bottom of my shirt and I pull away and smile, I grab the bottom of my shirt slowly pulling it over my head. Spencer's eyes grow wide as my black bralette is revealed and I blush. He leans down to kiss my neck and collar bone, definitely leaving small hickeys. He hits my sweet spot on my neck which makes me let out a small moan.