Taekook oneshots

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!! contains triggering actions !! 

- I can't make you love me // dave thomas junior 

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Taehyung's P.O.V

My hand droops off the side of the bed, my hair sprawled across the pillow. The wrinkled sheets which are pulled away from my body, only one of my legs remaining covered. My eyes puffed up from the heavy tears pouring out of them and down my sticky cheeks. My bottom lip is trembling furiously and my hands are tightly clenched as if they would help the pain subside. My insides curl up on each other every time a sob pours out, causing a tight pain in my chest. I slowly turn onto my side, bringing my knees up to my chest as my eyes flutter shut, making more tears fall. The tight air suffocates me as one of my hands grabs onto the soft, fluffy blanket hiding the side of my face in it. A small patch of wetness is starting to form. I pull my knees to my chest, hugging them, looking for some self comfort other than the bed under me.

My hands are slightly shaking as the throbbing in my arm plays with my emotions. My eyebrows are slightly furrowed. My eyes travel down to my leveled arm, making more sobs come from my throat when they look over the small gashes decorating my forearm that have big red spots dripping out of them. My eyes are almost in pain just from looking at it, the redness almost blinding me. My eyes dart up to my ceiling while turning my head, studying the variety shaped stars that have been stuck on them in the past. My head rifled through my memories, finding the correct one and pressing play.

Siyeon holds onto Taehyung as he is looking up with shining eyes. His small hands barely hold a stack of stars. He starts to stick on one by one as Siyeon watches him with adoring eyes, happy to see the excitement and purity in Taehyung's eyes. Taehyung was quickly peeling the sticker back off the star and sticking them onto the ceiling, not noticing the gaze.

" 'm done!" Taehyung says happily.

Siyeon brings him down, softly setting him onto the ground, careful not to hurt him.

" Looks cool yea? " Siyeon says, while leaning down to Taehyung's height, to look up from his view. Taehyung doesn't answer, his small, immature mind too distracted with the sight before him. His eyes shone with even more purity. In his eyes, he saw a whole galaxy filled with stars. His dreams of touching the stars coming true.

My slightly wet lips are pulled into a sad smile, my eyes turning slightly blurry from the sudden wave of unshed tears, making the stars jumble together, the bright light soon covering my eyes like a blanket. The comfort of my bed starts to hug me and wrap me in it's love and trust, trying to catch me before I fall into a slow, soft black sea. The stinging in my arms started to be eaten away with love and care. The red paint now dry and dark. I don't dare to look at them, still looking at the shining stars. The smile remains on my lips as my eyes flutter to shut, listening to the silence of the darkness, as the soft bed drowns me. 

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