Depressing Short Stories

Conversations

"Jas! Slow down, would you?"

        "Go away, Jasper."

"Why are you avoiding me?"

        "Because I don't want any company."

"You don't need to act all meanie and bitchy."

        "I want to."

"I know you aren't depressed. You don't hear voices."

        "How would you know if I do? You aren't me."

"True but I know how you think. You let me in before remember?"

        "My worst mistake. You broke my heart."

"I said I'm sorry Jas, why won't you let it go?"

        "I forgive you but I can't forget. Now run along pesky rat."

"Jas. I know you force yourself to hear those voices. I know you purposely cut your wrist. Why? For attention? You sure have mine."

        "Jasper! Go away, I don't need someone telling me things I already know. It's annoying."

"I didn't mean to break your heart Jas."

        "But you did."

"One day, I'll make you fall in love with me and save you."

        "Save me from what?"

"Save you from yourself."

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        "I don't need saving, I can save myself."

"You can't anymore because you're too deep to help yourself."

        "I can do anything I want and it is none of your business."

"You enjoy torturing yourself too much. You won't stop unless someone helps you stop. The pain is like a drug for you and you're an addict."

        "Jasper, just shut up and get lost."

"Not until I save you."

        "You can try to save everyone but you won't. I'm the part who won't be saved because I don't want to be."

"You do want to be saved. You just don't acknowledge that."

        "You want to know why I'm mean? Because I don't want to have a heart. Not after you."

"Jas, I'm sorry. I still like you."

        "Too late. I'm broken and you can't fix me because you broke me."

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"I still remember the days you used to call me Jas too, Jas."

        "Keep remembering. It isn't going to happen again."

"Why do you love to torture yourself?"

        "Because it's fun. It's nice. It's satisfying to know that no one likes me."

"I like you Jas."

        "And I'm going to change that."

"Nothing has changed Jas. Not my feelings. Just you."

        "I wonder why is that so."

"You don't need to keep bringing it up. I get it. The way you are is my fault. I'm sorry. I'm trying to make it up."

        "Good news. You don't need to. Just stay out of my life; doing that will be a big favour."

"Stop pushing Jas. It is only going to keep me going."

        "Then I shall disappear."

"I'll hunt you down until I have you."

        "You say all of this now. A few years from now, you won't remember me. You won't care."

"How can you say such a thing Jas?"

        "You left. You can't expect me to welcome you back in."

"You left me too but I am welcoming you back."

        "Save your energy. I'm not coming back to you."

"Jas, stop making it so hard."

        "You should have thought of this before you broke me."

"I never broke you. You broke yourself before I did and even if I don't admit it you were my worst mistake too. But my favourite one."

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A/N: :D So Jasper (Jas) and Jassica (Jas) are parts of me that battle against each other everyday. Yup, I just told you what I face everyday. So, byeee.

Two updates in a day in a row? Yup.