Depressing Short Stories

Dreams

I didn't tell anyone about this experience I had 2 weeks ago. I thought that it was a once-in-a-life time thing so I didn't bother to think about it or try it out again. That was until it happened again and again but I couldn't control myself and I didn't know I was dreaming.

2 weeks ago, I woke up feeling a longing desire to see this guy again. Usually I would dismiss this type of feelings that I feel when I wake up from a dream; it happens quite often but I would usually feel angry at someone or hurt and sad because someone in my dream hurt me.

I woke up then feeling loved, something that I haven't felt in a long time. I remembered the person who made me feel that way; I remembered his name but not his face. I can barely recall his face but his name stayed etched in my mind, unwilling to be forgotten.

"Max," he told me, his brown locks falling onto his face. I didn't ask him what was his name but he told me just before I woke up. It was a weird dream, with supernatural stuff. I don't really remember the accurate details of what happened but I remembered him sacrificing everything for me.

He gave up his life, his fiance and his family for our love. I can never forget the blissful feeling of being treasured so dearly to a certain stranger. I have not seen him before in my real life and neither did I fall in love with him at first sight.

I fell for him slowly, through his actions. In this dream, I perfectly knew I was dreaming most of the time but I couldn't control my thoughts and actions. Even though in real life, I would never let myself fall in love but not being in control I did.

Most of all I loved him too. I didn't share it with anyone because I was afraid people would call me crazy. Instead I searched online about falling in love in dreams and most people fall in love with someone they know in real life.

The feeling lasted for 3 days before I made myself fall out of love. It was dreadful wanting to see him again and know he isn't real. Although I didn't want to, I found myself hoping to dream of him again just to see him.

I couldn't do that so instead I imagine screenarious with him but this time I was in charge of everything; it didn't feel as real as my dream but it was the closest I could get. I tried to lucid dream of him but I was unsucessful.

Then it happened last Friday again. I fell in love with a person my brain created. This time it was my friend's best friend, someone who I never saw or know. It was weird seeing a person I know so little of in my dream.

I knew I was dreaming but prefered to let my brain do the job for me. I just sat there, like an audience in a movie theater, watching myself come to love a person who doesn't exist. He was nothing like Max and I can't remember anything he did but I kind of remember his face.

I didn't try to dream about him or think about him again, fearing that my friend would be mad at me. Because of that, I didn't remember anything about him. His name was Cole and the only thing I remember about him is his personality.

I did wake up with a strong feeling of love towards him but since I have gone through something similiar before I didn't freak out. I did tell that friend about this dream and she was uncomfortable, of course. So, I didn't tell her about Max.

Today it happened again. Unliked the other two, I didn't know I was dreaming because I was too tired to remind myself. I don't know his name and he looks very different from Max and Cole. He was an athlete like I am.

It started out as me entering this famous club of badminton players. I was the awkward and unwelcomed one; it was like I was intruding their personal group. Techinically I was since they all grew up together and trained together. Unliked me. I was an outsider.

But he, he welcomed me. He accompanied me the whole time and was there for me. He protected me from his friends. Suddenly, I was transported to another place and five big guys were surrounding me.

I knew they were going to rape me. I don't know why I dreamt about being raped but it ended up with him saving me. He saved me so many times. In this dream, I also experienced an anxiety attack and a blackout which followed that.

Then I woke up. And it ended. I have no idea if I am ever going to fall in love with people I don't know in my dreams. Is this a sign? I have no idea and there's no one to help me. For now, I shall just cherish this secret moments I have and hope for the best.

Though, I realised that it always happen when I lower my gaurd before I sleep. It's like someone is trying to communicate with me when I sleep and the only time he/she can is when I'm too tired to bother to put myself to sleep.

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A/N: FYI, this stories are all true and they did happen in my dream. The one today really happened today, 3/2/15. So um yeah. If you have any stories of you falling in love in your dreams, I would love to hear them.

A few of my friends know a little here and there a little. I didn't do any lucid dreaming in these situations. Just to let you guys know, lucid dreaming is incredible and you should try it out sometimes. I don't know excatly how but I haven't suceeded :P