"Jaden? Why did you choose me out of all the girls in this school?"
"Because you're the only one my eye caught"
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1 in #jadenhossler 19/1/2021
"Ellie you're okay? We heard you fighting with Jaden?!" Dixie asks.
"Guys. Close the subject, please. She barely stopped crying yesterday" Charli says.
"No chars it's fine. Yesterday I saw Jaden and Josslyn together. They were fucking."
(Jaden's POV)
Oh good, I lost her. Why did I even call Josslyn?
I passed in front of their table and heard Ellie.
"Yesterday I saw Jaden and Josslyn together. They were fucking."
"I'm sorry" I whisper in her ear and walk past her. I fucking ruined this...
(Ellie's POV)
"I'm sorry" he whispers and walks away. I roll my eyes.
[...]
After school, I went back home. I didn't wanna stay at charlis. I wanted to stay in my room and cry.
I sat on my desk and took out a piece of paper. When I'm not feeling good, I write how I feel and try to sing it.
I know we weren't together but we're more than friends Said you couldn't see me while she gave you head So please, don't ever call again I hope that it was worth it, fucking Josslyn.
Yeah, this is a part of it.
"David!"
"Yeah," he says coming in.
"Can you drive me to the studio?"
"Sure get ready" he replies.
I put on my shoes and wear a hoodie. I go out and see him waiting for me in the car.
"What do you want to sing?"
"It's a song I made about what happened yesterday" I reply.
We finally get there and I go inside.
"Hey, Ellie. Long time no see! New song in mind or pleasure?" Micheal asks.
He's one of my dad's friends and he helps me with music. I come here often to sing for fun or when I'm not feeling well.
"No I think I want this as a song that I'm gonna release" he smiles and gets ready.
______________________________ I know we never said where we drew the line But I was in your bed almost every night I thought we made it clear how we felt, read the signs But now there's nothing left 'Cause you did nothing right You had to go and ruin it So you could get a quick fuck I'm sure you had fun doing it And I won't make a big fuss But know we're off and we'll never be on again I hope that it was worth it, fucking Josslyn Don't wanna fight, I just never wanna talk again I hope that it was worth it, fucking Josslyn I know we weren't together but we're more than friends Said you couldn't see me while she gave you head So please, don't ever call again I hope that it was worth it, fucking Josslyn.....
______________________________ After singing for a bit, this is how the song turned out.
"This is amazing Ellie. Good job!"
"Thank you" I reply
I go back home and make them listen to it.
"Ellie that's so amazing!! I'm so proud of you!!!" Katie says hugging me.
"Good job sis," dav says. We hug.
"Woah I didn't know Jaden did that but your voice is amazing. Proud of you sweetie" my dad says.
"Thanks dad" ______________________________
A couple of days later, I decided to release this song. I made a TikTok about it and told them.
I'm still not okay. I can't go one day without crying. I might sound crazy but I just cannot. My curtains are always closed in case he has a girl over. He still tries to talk to me every day but we end up fighting and I'm done with it. I can't look at him the same way
Caption: new song coming out soon!! It's something that I went through. Hope you're ready :)
Comments:
Charlidamelio: Amazing Babe!
Jelliefp: are you and Jaden over? ^yes^
Jshej283: is this song about Jaden?!
Davidwilson: such an amazing song. Proud of you sis (Liked by creator)
Jxdnxellie: why are you and Jaden over? ^wait for the song and you'll know^ ______________________________
(Jaden's POV)
it's been a couple of days. I haven't talked to anyone and I didn't go to school.
I don't even go out of my room. I'm never in a good mood and if someone talks to me I shout at them and go back to my room. I'm just not in the right place and sometimes I cut. I stopped now tho...
I don't want to see Ellie. I know it's my fault and I don't know how to fix it. I tried talking to her about it but we would fight and she'll shout and blah blah blah. I didn't mean to hurt her but me being the fuckboy I am, I did want to have fun.
I broke off things with Josslyn. She got mad but then she moved on. She did try hitting on me after but I would just push her off. And now I don't know what to do with myself.
I miss Ellie. I miss our good days together. She would fight her brother for me. She would cuddle with me and play with my hair. She showed me so much affection and I ruined it.
Now when I look out from my window, I don't see Ellie. She closed her curtains and never opened them. I miss her. I need to fix stuff with her. I want her back.
I was scrolling through TikTok and saw her song. Here we go again. All the comments were about me. Not gonna lie her voice is amazing. I could hear the pain in her voice.
Without thinking, I put on my shoes and go to Ellie's. We seriously need to talk about it.
(Ellie's POV)
*doorbell rings*
I go to open it and see...
"Jaden?!"
"Ellie. Before you say anything, let me explain"
"No Jaden I won't le-"
"Jaden get out!" David shouts coming behind me...
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