Hit Of Love and Desire (LCS #3)

Chapter 21

Happy

I want to scream so loud when we're already at home. I force my self to act normal even my inside is screaming. Kanina pag pasok sa kwarto ay pulang pula ako. At ngayon ay hindi ko alam kung paano ko nakayanan na hindi mag ingay sa hapag habang kumain. My mom and dad looks okay. They even asked me if I'm okay because I'm too silent. I said yes because I'm 100 percent okay.

Pagpasok sa kwarto ay natulala ako sa kisame. I touch my lips at doon ko lang napagtanto na ang lambot ng labi niya. It's just a swift kiss but still I felt his tender lips. I cover my face when I remembered his red and thin lips. I can't believe it! At ang reaksiyon ko kanina. Kinabahan ako ng mahalikan ko siya... Hindi kaba dahil natatakot ako sakanya. Ito ang kaba na unti unting tumataas sa lebel ng pagmamahal. I think my feelings for him is getting to the highest level. This is not normal. I like him, I really do. Hindi ako makatulog dahil sa pag iisip. 9am kailangan nasa school na ako pero hindi ako makatulog. I try to close my eyes, then I felt my phone vibrate. Tamad ko itong kinuha. I look who text me and my whole body waken up. Stan! baby boy ang name niya sa contact ko kaya agad akong napabangon. I open his message.

baby boy:

I just open your gift and I like it. Thank you.

Tinakpan ko ang bibig. Should I reply? Pero baka isipin niya nagpupuyat ako.  Pero hindi ko kaya na hindi mag reply!

Me:

Glad you like it. Welcome baby boy.

I bite my lip when I hit the send. Nakatitig lang ako dito at hinihintay ang reply niya. Hindi naman ako nabigo dahil wala pang isang minuto ay may reply na siya. Not once but twice.

baby boy:

Still awake?

baby boy:

You can't sleep.

I was smiling while typing a reply.

Me:

Yes. I can't, maybe you are thinking of me that's why I can't sleep.

baby boy:

Maybe you are the one thinking of me because I can't sleep too.

My day is always complete because of Stan. He makes me smile and happy. The day pass and keep going. Naging maayos ang practice at ang mga gagamiting props. All prepared and almost done. Mahirap pero masaya. Araw araw kong nakikita at nakakasama si Stan, well he always watching our practice if he has free time and no class. We secretly chit chatting when no one is around and he's fun, even he's not always smiling, I'm still happy to be with him. And I didn't notice that I don't have boyfriend for a month. Can you believe it? Because Lyka and Yana can't believe. Yes, si Yana. Naging okay na ulit kami kahit hindi naman kami nag away. Medyo lumayo kasi siya saakin pero baka feeling ko lang yun. The important thing is we're okay now. At hindi ko rin sinasabi sakanila ang tungkol sa mga nangyayari saamin ni Stan. Well we don't have a secret, we just talking and he's approaching me.

"Until now you don't have a boyfriend?" Chard asked a couple of times. Even his cousin AJ is asking me.

Wala akong ibang sagot kundi. "They are boring, I don't like"

But the truth is I don't have boyfriend because of Stan. Ewan, simula noong sinabi niya na huwag ako mag boyfriend or even entertain other boys, Hindi na ako nag boyfriend. At masaya ako sa mga development na nangyayari.

Today is Tuesday fourth of December. Wala kaming practice ngayong linggo dahil exam na namin this thursday and friday. Kailangan mag review. Pababa sa hagdan para sa breakfast narinig kong may kausap si Dad sa phone niya. He's standing beside the coffee table while holding a newspaper on his left hand.