Hit Of Love and Desire (LCS #3)

Chapter 25

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"Why you did not tell me about that Crausus Dasha?" Halos isigaw ni Dad ng makarating kami sa bahay.

My tears is already stopped but I could feel the tears starting to form in the side of my eyes, again.

"Calm down Leonardo, your daughter is out of this.." si mom at hinaplos ang likod ko.

Dad sighed. "Come here Dasha.." Mahinahong aniya.

Suminghot ako at dahan dahang lumapit. He hugged me. "I'm sorry.." aniya pagkatapos ay pinunasan ang pisngi ko. "Listen to me Dasha, don't be friends with him or to any Crausus"

Humikbi ako. "Why?"

He cares my hair. "His parents is both attorney and they're accusing me about the case, I didn't do or even know"

"Case?"

Bigla kong naaalala ang nakita ko sa kwarto nila ni mom. Illegal transaction.

"You don't need to know Dasha. The important thing is, it's not good to be with him.. maybe he's just coming near you just to know something, or to gain information, then he'll give it to his parents"

Nalito ako at mukhang nakita Ito ni Dad.

"Maybe that Crausus is using you to gain some information, And Dasha..." He held my shoulders. "I don't want to see you talking to that guy again, or even near him. And if I found out that you talk to him again, I won't hesitate to booked you a flight to Canada... I'm serious Dasha, and I'm warning you about Crausus, they are dangerous"

Even I can't understand. I nod.

"Good..." Patuloy siya sa pag haplos ng buhok ko. "I'm not mad of what did happened to that picture, I know it's not your fault, but I will be angry if you talk to him again, I don't want you to get involve in this. You are my only daughter, Dasha.." then he kissed my head. "Go to your room and change, let's talk if you're already okay"

Pagdating sa kwarto ay agad akong umiyak sa kama. I did not expect this to happen. Bakit ganito? I'm happy this fast few days and weeks. Akala ko wala ng katapusan ang sayang nararamdaman ko pero bakit ganito? In just a blink of an eye nangyari to. It's hurt but I need to lie. Ayokong akuin niya ang lahat, dahil ako naman talaga ang may kasalanan. Kung hindi ko siya pinayagang puntahan ako, Hindi ito mangyayari, ayoko madamay ang pag aaral niya. Ma'am Helen is right, he is graduating student, at ayokong maging hadlang sa kung ano mang mangyayari o gusto niyang gawin pagkatapos ng pag aaral. And Ma'am Helen is right, I'm childish. This will not happen if I just set aside my ego. Sana hindi ko na lang siya pinansin, Sana hinayaan ko nalang siya na patuloy akong hindi pansinin.

I know he doesn't like me. Simula palang alam ko na. At hanggang ngayon pinipilit ko parin siya sa bagay na hindi naman totoo.

Stay away from me.

I sighed and force myself to calmed. Ilang beses ko ng pinunasan ang luha pero patuloy parin ito. Wala akong ibang ginawa kundi umiyak ng umiyak. Sa kwarto na ako hinatiran ng pagkain ngunit alas diez na ay hindi parin ako kumakain. Pinilit ko ang sarili na mag ayos ng sarili ngunit hindi ko mapigilan ang pag luha.

Pagkatapos ng sapilitang pag ligo at pagbibihis ay agad akong bumalik sa kama. Napatingin ako sa cellphone na nasa ibabaw na ng side table, it's blinking, someone is calling. Hindi ko na naalala ang mga gamit ko... Agad ko itong kinuha. Natigilan ako ng makita ang caller. Baby boy. Umupo ako sa kama at tinitigan ang screen. Why he's calling? Should I answer? Kinagat ko ang labi at dahan dahan na-i-swipe sa answer. I gulp, dahan dahan ko itong nilagay sa tenga.

"Hello Dasha"

Napapikit ako sa lamig ng tinig niya. Anong sasabihin ko?

"Hmm?" I respond. Hindi ko alam kung bakit gusto kong maiyak. Hindi kami nag kausap simula ng pumasok ako kanina at Ito pa ang nangyari. Parang ang tagal na nung huli ko siyang nakausap. I heard his sighed.