Hit Of Love and Desire (LCS #3)

Chapter 18

Crazy

My heart is still beating so fucking loud until I'm already at home. I can't stop myself! Thinking how brave I am to confess! I really said that? I said that I like him! Oh no no! But yes! Akala ko kasi narinig niya na may ibibigay akong regalo, gosh! Napaamin ako.

I'm like a worm sprinkle by salt here in my bed. I'm checking my IG, baka may nakakita or nakarinig saamin kanina at kumuha ng picture! Gosh that's embarrassing! And scandalous! Baka bigyan pa nila ng issue... And gladly wala! At mas lalo akong kinakabahan dahil birthday na niya bukas, iniisip ko kung paano ko ibibigay ang regalo ko na walang ibang makakakita. I don't want to look like other girls chasing him. Ayoko mapahiya, baka hindi niya tanggapin, mas okay na kaming dalawa lang.

That night I'm waiting again, naghihintay nanaman ako sa message niya. He's still not texting me. Para saan pa ang pag kuha niya sa number ko?

Kinabukasan, exactly 6 am nagising ako. I'm a bit excited and nervous. Meron saakin na gusto siyang makita pero nahihiya ako, lalo na kapag babatiin ko na siya. Paano ba? Happy birthday baby boy? Or Happy birthday Stan? Sir Stanley? Or just baby? Oh damn! Napailing sa kaisipan. I received a message from VNM at ang sabi ay idi-deliver nalang daw nila pero tumanggi ako. I want to get it by myself, and I need to look for something.

Me:

No need I'll just get it by my own.

I asked if 8:30 is fine. Because it's too damn early. Baka mag taka rin si mom na VIP ang bibigyan ko ng regalo at ako pa ang kailangan kumuha. And I know my dad won't let me out, mas gugustuhin nilang ipa deliver dito.

Pagbaba sa living room, tumaas ang kilay ni mom. I'm expecting this, at mabuti nalang hindi na sila nag tanong kung bakit maaga ako ngayon. After we eat breakfast, they got into work. Naiwan akong mag isa. I used my time to check Stan social media, I type his name in the search bar sa IG. This is the first time I will stalk him.. gusto ko lang malaman kung anong ginagawa niya ngayon. But sadly wala siyang IG? is he really a person? Mga fan account lang ang meron, bakit naman ganun? Wala siyang IG. I pout and put down my phone.

Thinking how handsome he is. I can't stop my smile. Tinapik ko ang pisngi bago kumilos. Exactly 7:30 am tapos na ako. I wear my button down gucci crop top and a reap jeans. Mabilis lang naman ako kaya hindi na kailangang mag ayos. I just tied up my hair.

Nagpahatid ako sa driver kong si Cesar sa VNM. This is not my first time to come here but it feels like it's my first time because of the environment. Isang assistance ang dumalo saakin at binigay ang request ko. Pinakita nila saakin and I'm really amaze. Pinalagyan ko lang naman ng Stan yung tip ng black tie. It's not noticable but atleast I know that I gave this to him. Tinanong ng assistance kung ipapa-wrapper ko. I agree para naman mag mukang regalo talaga. Minutes later before it's all done. After I pay nagpasalamat ako sa service bago umalis. Nagpahatid muna ako sa mall, I'll just look for something.

Pagdating sa mall. Nagpahintay ako kay Cesar sa baba. Dumeretso ako sa 3rd floor, I just want to look for the new upcoming movie of Silvana, she's my favorite actress and she's under Quinn Network. Mas gusto kong makita ito kaysa magbasa sa social media. Mabilis lang ang naging pagtingin ko, and it's legit, I smile and turned my back on the screen. Naglakad na ako pabalik. But when I was about to step in the elevator. I stopped. Napatingin ako sa left side, kung saan may naglalakad na lalaki at babae.

I blink, trying to figure if it is really him. My heart pound and my feet automatically walk. I followed them. Kinagat ko ang labi ng nakumpirma. It's Stanley with a girl! Siya kaya ang girlfriend? Maybe yes. Stan is wearing a button down shirt and pants while the girl is wearing a red tight dress, and her body curves is perfect! The girl is holding his arm and saying something. Siguro nga Ito ang girlfriend niya. I don't want to be a stalker but I want to know, I want to see her face. Kumakalabog ang puso ko habang palihim na sumusunod sakanila. Nagtago ako sa gilid ng bigla silang tumigil. I breathe, muntik na ako.