Hit Of Love and Desire (LCS #3)

Chapter 22

Notice

While I'm taking my exam I feel inspired. Araw araw naman. Masaya akong nakapag review kaya alam kong maganda rin ang magiging resulta ng mga exam ko.

Breaktime at dalawang exam nalang tapos na kami. Sabay kaming pumunta ni Yana sa isang 7/11, bibili siya ng can of coke kaya sinamahan ko.

"Sasha can I asked something?" Biglang sabi niya habang kumukuha ng coke. I smile and look at her.

"Ano?"

Hindi agad siya nagsalita. She's like processing what to asked. I raised my brow. She breath. "Why you didn't tell me about Richard? You rejected him again last tuesday"

My lips parted a bit. Oo nga pala! Hindi ko nasabi sakanya! Dahil pagkatapos ng nangyari si Stan lang ang nasa isip ko. "I'm sorry hindi ko nasabi pero wala naman kami... Like what you've said I reject him"

"For me" hindi iyon tanong. Natikom ko ang bibig. She's right, isa siya sa dahilan kung bakit hindi ko sinagot si Chard. Pero hindi lang dahil sakanya. She sighed and look at the can of coke she's holding now. "You know Sasha I'm fine, don't think about me... If you want him to be your boyfriend then say yes. I think he's the reason why until now you don't have a boyfriend.. because you want Richard"

My eyes widened and immediately shook my head. Nagkakamali siya. I held her arms. She turned to me."No Yana, that's not true... I don't like Richard, I told him my reason, and he accepted. Yes I'm worried about your feelings but that's not the reason why I don't have boyfriend-"

"It's been a month Sasha at hindi ka ganito. Kapag nakipag break ka wala pang isang araw o isang oras may kapalit na. But after you broke up with Rae wala na ulit at nakita ko kung paano umaasa si Richard sa'yo, he's doing his best and I know you want him-"

"No Yana. That's not true"

Umiling siya. "Then why?"

I bit my lower lip. Paano ko sasabihin na dahil kay Stan? Should I say. Ayaw ni Sir Stanley na mag boyfriend ako. Damn! No!

"You can't answer"

I sighed. "Yana-"

"I'm your bestfriend Sasha, at kung totoo ang sinasabi mo..." Tumayo siya ng ayos at tinitigan ako. "I want you to have a boyfriend right now... Maniniwala lang ako kapag may boyfriend kana" pagkatapos ay iniwan niya ako at dumeretso sa counter. Napapikit ako dahil sa frustration. Mali si Yana! Maling mali. Hindi si Chard ang dahilan kung bakit wala akong boyfriend. God it's so hard. Nagtatampo si Yana. And I know how much she cares about Chard. And yes I can do what she's asking, kaya kong magkaroon ng boyfriend ngayon palang! But I don't want because of Stan. Ayokong lumayo si Stan saakin.

Hindi ako nakapag breaktime. Malungkot akong bumalik sa school. Yana is really serious. Tinitignan niya lang ako pero hindi kinakausap. Naiinis ako! What should I do?

"Huy Sasha what happened to you?" Si Lyka ng makaupo ako.

I pout and shook my head. "Nothing.. anong sunod na exam?"

"Filipino tapos EsP"

Tumango ako at kinalma ang pag iisip. I need to focus. May dalawa pang exam at ayoko masira ang concentration ko. Mamaya ko nalang iisipin kung anong gagawin.

Binigyan kami ng exam ni Ma'am Lucil. Sobrang tahimik at tanging aircon lang ang maririnig. Bawal tumingin sa katabi o kahit iangat ang tingin. Just focus on your exam. Paalala ni Ma'am Lucil. Naging maayos naman ang pagsasagot ko pati ang sumunod na EsP. Alasingko palang ay tapos na ang exam. Nag paalam si Ma'am dahilan para magkaroon kami ng oras magtanungan.