The Deathly love

"Dead girlfriend"

                              Draco's POV
" I think snape needs new shampoo"
Blaise laughed out.
I chuckled with.
"I don't even think he takes showers" I added
Blaise whizzed at my sassy comment.
After a few seconds of trying to compose himself. He sighed and leaned on the oak tree.
We decided we would hang by the tree till the bell rang to eat in the great hall. It usually rang by 7:00 in the morning and it was only 6:15.

"So about herbology are you still struggling?"
He said calmly.
"A little to be honest"
I've always struggled in school. Which my father hated. He would scream and bicker for hours telling me I had to get my grades up.
And frankly this year may be my worst grades of all.
Without Lillian helping me and making me happy my grades have been terrible.
"I can help you tonight and for the week"
"Are you sure?"
I asked not wanting to take up his time.
"Of course I have nothing good to do"
Blaise smiled at me with his pearly white teeth slightly glistening by the bright sun up above.
"Come over at 8 tonight I can totally help"
He told me

I nodded while pushing my white hair out of my face.
I looked up at the castle.
I looked at the window of the room I was at last night.
It was dark a lot darker than any of the other rooms.
I could see almost a figure but I shook it off knowing that my mind is probably playing tricks on me.
"What is there?"
Blaise asked with a confused face looking up trying to see what I have been looking at. He face got all wrinkled out of the confusion. Squinting his eyes at the sun.
" oh nothing"
I said untruthfully.

"Hmm Ok"
He shrugged
BLING BLING
The bell shook through my ears.
"Looks like we got to go come on"
Blaise got up and off the grass.
I grunted getting up and following along.

We walked into the great hall.
some kids were already shoving food down they're throat's acting like pigs while others took delicate little bites of they're food.
We walked over to the slytherin table and sat down by Crabbe and goyal.
Pansy was sitting right next to me. Her thigh touching mine.
Blaise leaned over to my ear.
"Looks who's next to you"
he whispered teasingly.
Pancy Parkinson.
The girl who has had a crush on me since third year. Constantly trying to flirt or get all up and close to me.
She's obnoxious.
I will admit I think she's a pretty girl but I have another girl on my mind But again she may be dead. I looked over to pansy and slightly tried to scoot over so I was not so close to her.
Blaise laughed under his breath.
"Hi guys"
Crabbe said shoving all sorts of things down his mouth.

I scowled slightly at the way he ate. The crunches of food on his teeth stung my ears grossly.
I tried to ignore the way I wanted to gag.
"Hello" Blaise greeted nudging me with his elbows to say something back.
"Oh hey"
"So O.W.L.S is coming up"
goyale pointed out.
" have you guys studied?"
I rolled my eyes of the thought.
I have not studied at all.  I've been to depressed and caught up with the thought of Lillian.
"Yes" Blaise answered
I sat there blinking.
"I-um-I" I stuttered

Blaise eyes widened and flicked over to me sitting there guilty.
"Draco don't tell me you haven't studied"
His big dark eyes were looking at me sternly.
"Well I- um you know I jus-I've"
My face slightly burning and going red by the pressure.
"Draco!!!"
Blaise shrieked at me
Pansy turned her head around interested with amusement in her brown eyes.
"I've been busy"
"Busy with what Draco crying over your dead girlfriend!"
My eyes widened.
Blaises did the same noticing he should not of said what just came out of his mouth.
"Draco I didn't mean to-"

He got cut off by me walking off angrily.
"Draco!!!"
Blaise called out trying to keep up with me.
I speed walked through the halls taking sharp turns.
I finally thought I lost him and went in the boys bathroom.
I put my hands on the sink and cried.
My warm tears moving down my red cheeks.

I can not believe Blaise would ever say that to me.
I took deep breaths letting every sob out of my mouth.
I guess I didn't loose Blaise. I heard footsteps come in the bathroom.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that"
I looked up and at his image through the mirror.
I picked my hands off of the sink and looked at him.
"Draco I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that"
"But Blaise you did"
I chocked out still with tears coming from my eyes.
"I know and I'm sorry about that it was wrong of me please forgive me please Draco"
Blaise begged 
I looked at him with a scrunched nose and a frown.
"Why should I!"
I yelled

" Draco please I didn't mean it"
" shove off Blaise"
I snarled walking fast and out the bathroom.
I walked through the halls with a pink puffy face and looking down trying to hide it.
DING DING
The bell rang once again for class to start.
Dang it.
My book bag is in the great hall.
I walked fast.
Once i got to the great hall I walked quickly with my head down.
Once I got to my seat I grabbed my stuff.
"Draco are you ok?" Pansy asked me but I ignored her.

I walked quickly back to the door but right before I walked out I noticed potter and his posey looking at an old looking piece of parchment. Pointing there fingers at it with they're eyes wide with awe.
With big eyes Hermione looked up and saw me.
She whispered to the boys and they quickly looked at me also with the same exact big eyes. I scrunched up my face in confusion and went back to walking again. What were they looking at? And why did they seem eager to tell me something?