The Deathly love

Shattered dreams

Now back to us/Lillian Includes suicidal thoughts so if sensitive to this topic I recommend not to read thanks

I've been trying to sleep for almost hours now.
My mind would not let me, it kept taking me back to the footsteps of the person outside my door.
I could still here the fast paced staggering clicks of the persons shoe tapping against the floor in an hurry.
I kept moving twisting and turning in the twin sized bed I slept on. I began angered that every ounce of me would not let me fall asleep. I had my eyes sealed shut hard trying to not let my eyes flick open which is exactly what They wanted to do. The clicks of the shoes in my head pierced my ears. Which made me kick my legs up in down.

A wet tear dropped down my face by the stress I felt at this moment. Another tear after another kept coming until I began to sob. "JUST FALL ASLEEP!" I shrieked to myself still with tears coming down my face. I started to shiver. It wasn't that I was cold it was just I was way to irritated and stressed to keep my self together.

I started to calm down by the small headache that started to burn my head by my load sobs. I huffed and turned my body to the other side of my bed. The moonlight that shined through my window fell across my face. I took a big deep breath feeling myself become tired by all the crying. I started to sink in the firm mattress feeling my eyes get heavier and drowsy.
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I fell asleep.
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"Lillian!" Draco hugged me "it's been forever I missed you!" "I missed you too draco!" We fell out of the hug and looked into each other's eyes.
His blue grey eyes of stone were beautiful and you could never seem to look out of his gaze.
He put his cold hand on my cheek.
His metal rings were even colder which gave me the shivers and goosebumps down my back and arms.

He started to slowly lean into to me. His lips now
Centimeters away from mine. My lips began to quiver ever so slightly. I looked down at his lips they seemed so perfect and unreal.
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"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU WERE DOING UP
HERE!" I shook awake out of my dream of the noise of snapes yelling voice echoing threw the halls outside my door.
Then I heard it.
The voice that sank in my skin.
The sound I've been missing.
The voice that made me sink in all emotions.
Draco
His voice seemed depressing aching and in pain.
"I was looking for something" he's words seemed so beautiful. I missed this sound.
"And what would that have been?" he hissed at draco.
I got off my bed and began to slowly walk to the door. My delicate footsteps reaching the old wooden door to hear better of what was going on.
"Oh um homework I may have left"
A tear dropped down my face hearing him again.
He didn't sound like draco tho he sounded like a broken young boy depressed and under pressure.
"Well I don't think you'd leave your homework here"
Snape said.
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I was confused to what exactly was going on.
Snape kept on speaking.
"I would take house points but I am a Slytherin myself so you will be getting detention for a week and do not ever come back up to these rooms unless needed" "yes professor Snape" Draco answered.
They both walked away from the bedroom door parting there different ways.

What just happened. I was so confused. I thought it would be good to register what just happened on my bed. I took steps backwards which ended up to me crashing on my carpet.
I started to sob once again. Sobbing on the cold ground in a small ball. I remembered my dream.
Oh how I wish I could just see Draco again and not just hearing his voice from the other side of a door.

"My life is shit" I told myself under my breathe "what's the point" I sobbed some more.
I wanted to get up and walk to my bed but my body was to limp and thinking of moving or any jerk of my body made me gag.
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I fell back to sleep of the thought of the one and only
Draco malfoy