chapter thirty-four

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"I just feel like we're losing each other, that's all

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"I just feel like we're losing each other, that's all."

"Valencia you're the one that wanted to move so bad.." Drake said through the phone. "What do you want me to do?"

"Maybe you can tell me what you're doing, when you're coming to see me.. Like do you even care about making this work?" I ask raising my voice a little bit.

Drake smacked his lips. "You know I do."

"No I don't because you don't call and tell me anything. I always have to call you.." I say shaking my head. "Then you don't ever wanna Facetime, that shit is suspicious."

"Baby you know I'm not doing anything, I think you're being very insecure right now and you've never acted like this so i don't know how to handle it." Drake said calmly.

I swallowed my saliva and blinked slowly. "You don't even care for real.. I can tell by the way you're talking."

"No I'm not gonna care when you're calling me with some petty bullshit when I'm in the middle of working." Drake said stinging me with words.

"That's what's important right now? Work?" I ask folding my legs on the couch. "Do you want me to come to LA this weekend, because I will. But I'm not coming back to argue with you." I warn him.

Drake chuckled. "V, I really don't care what you do." He said making me rub my forehead. We stayed on the phone for like two more minutes without saying anything. "I'm gonna call later okay?" He said.

"Okay.. I love you." I said softly."

"Alright bye." He said hanging up.

Drake not saying "I love you" when I said to him on the phone, really broke my heart. It makes me wonder if me moving to Houston was the last straw of our relationship, if that's the case I'll move back, soon, but not now. I'm just not ready, it feels like home here in Houston. He promised me before I left that we would be able to handle not seeing each other everyday, now I feel like he was telling me what I wanted to hear because he knows how important this move was to me.

I'm miles away from my mom and the rest of my family, I feel like nobody even checks on me except for Milan and sometimes King. My parents just disappeared from my life for some odd reason, I literally haven't heard from them in 5 months. I just want to break down, I feel so alone right now.

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