Written With Suicidal Thoughts

young | wild | boys

young

your love was
something one could not resist

it was the pureness in your eyes,
that you would draw others to you

but we were damned;
it was a youthful moment,
a short-lived moment,
and an easily
forgettable moment,

for you.

our hearts were too young to know what love was,
but, damn,

it felt so right.

wild

you always made my heart wander,
your soul took me places i didn't know existed

was it your shining smile,
your flawless skin,
your pure heart,
your sparkling eyes,

or was it the wild within you that i could no longer fight, as you took my hand in yours and led me through the darkness

boys

it's always
boy meets girl
but,
i'm boy meets boy

you kept us in the dark,
fear of what was on the other side

us, smiling,
holding hands,
whispered voices,
locked inside our rooms;
only then,
would you not be ashamed
only then,
you could show me the world