Written With Suicidal Thoughts

it wasn't me.

This whole time,

I tore myself apart.

This whole time,

I felt alone.

This whole time,

I let you do it over and over.

This whole time,

I allowed myself to get hurt.

This whole time,

I blamed myself.

But it wasn't me.

It was you, but i was scared to lose you.

I had become dependant on you.

But it wasn't me this time.

It was you.

~ H.H. xx