Written With Suicidal Thoughts

i dont wanna feel

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the worst part about it is

wanting to be numb

so the unbearable emotions are gone

but then that one time

in the longest time

it hits like a truck

and you have no choice

but to sit alone

and let it rip you apart.

but the next day I wake up

and it's back to the numbness

until I have the fear the day it will

hit me again.

- H.H.