Written With Suicidal Thoughts

Falling

I said I don't care that I'm alone,

I'm used to it.

I don't feel anything,

Emptiness consumes me.

I said nothing's wrong,

There is nothing to talk about.

I don't need anyone,

I'm fine on my own.

I said I didn't care that I'm alone.

I didn't feel anything.

I said nothing was wrong.

I didn't need anyone.

What if the loneliness ate me alive?

What if all emotions came crashing in?

What if everything was crumbling?

What if I needed someone?

I'm falling

And there's nobody to catch me.

- H.H.