Written With Suicidal Thoughts

Dark Depths of Heartbreak

Feeling your whole world

slip out of your palms and 

you cannot grasp onto

any of it

Feeling tears inside of you

without them actually

running down your face

but you can feel the piercing 

pain

Feeling like your legs are too

heavy but at the same time

weightless

you feel numb and shaking

Thinking of all the multiple outcomes:

the rope

the pills

the blade

the bridge

the gun

At this point, not even caring about

anything else around you

You don't care what happens to you

You  just need to find

a way to leave all the pain

No matter what,

 it must happen

This is the dark depths of heartbreak.