hanji

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You took a deep breath as you tried to calm down. He was right, you didn't belong to the survey corps. None of your skills were particularly amazing, beside your ability to ignore injuries and your steel strong determination. It had brought you to the sc's in way less training time than usual, so your captain wouldn't stop you from rising further, or would he? Given the fact that even he, the captain himself told you how you were missing talent should've brought you down more than it did. It provoked you to keep going more than anything else.

Nothing really differentiated you from the others but still; the attitude you you had towards your superiors was one of a kind. You sighed deeply as you looked down at the small wooden table beside you. Rolls of bandages laid scattered around on amd beside it. You gaze skimmed over the table and over to your bandaged hands and your right wirst. How carefully and delicately he had wrapped up your hands after pulling every last splinter our of your tender fingers and disinfected the small cuts after made your insides flutter.
You didn't even know yourself what had happened. Something in you had snapped and you desperately wanted to figure it out.
You calmly sat down on the chair beside the table and looked out of the window facing the courtyard. All the cadets you had trained with earlier stood there, lined up and saluting.bright sunlight shone through the window, making tiny almost translucent dust particles visible as they danced around the small infirmary.
You took another deep breath and stood up . The other cadets seemed to be happily chatting as they walked towards the castle's entrance, presumably about to get ready for lunch.
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„Ahh there is my favorite sister!", Jean exclaimed happily as he saw you walk towards their usual lunch table. You didn't even need to look at your captain to know that he was staring you up and down. Taking advantage of that, you smiled brightly as you swayed you hips just the tiniest bit more as you walked. „Hey", you greeted as you sat down next to your brother again. You didn't want to give your captain the satisfaction of knowing that you were sad about the falling out the two of you had. To you, he didn't seem bothered at all, so you wanted to show him jus how unbothered you were.
Little did you know, your captain felt a tiny bit of regret as he thought back to the hurtful words he had said to you. He disliked himself for purposefully trying to hurt you as that was very unlike him. Yes, he, captain Levi Ackerman wasn't exactly famous for unending patience like the commander, but rather for his short temper. But as he had to admit, he had never met anyone that could make him as angry as you could. Your attitude was enticing and repulsing for him equally. He wanted to break it down and make you obey him in every way, but once again you had won and not him. Even as he lost his temper there was barely any emotion on your face and that as what made him even more angry.

Levi swallowed harshly as he saw the way you walked towards your brother and sat down, the way the corners of your lips curved upwards instead of downwards as he wanted to see. He wanted to see you angry and he wanted to see the way you'd show him emotion other than what you displayed that moment. It angered him that he had visibly lost his grasp around you. The captain knew exactly how you tried to tease him by swaying your hips that way. A small smirk spread across his face nonetheless as he saw that you didn't have any food set before you. That was at last one thing that he had caused.

You yawned as you stretched your arms out in front of you. As you usually did, you just sat there quietly, enjoying listening in to the other cadet's conversations around you, occasionally taking mental notes. „Is your wrist okay? I saw what happened..", Eren said as he carefully took your right hand in his. You flinched at the physical contact. „It's okay... i might just have to skip training for a couple of days. Considering how new I am to the survey corps, this doesn't make me too happy. But I'll manage!", you said as cheerfully as you could. You felt your captain look at you so you decided to smile at Eren and shot him a sultry look through your lashes as you freed your hand from his and turned back to the others.
„Why don't you have any food?", Sasha mumbled with a mouth full of food still. Her eyes were wide and an expression painted on her face that looked almost pitiful. „I thought you all heard; geez. The captain warned me and Jean about not getting food for the rest of the day if we'd disturb his training another time and I apparently did do just that.", you said, as you rolled your eyes in annoyance. Lucky for you, you were still relatively full from the breakfast you had earlier.
You shivered as Jean set his hand on your thigh. He leaned over to lay his head on your shoulder. He had never been that touchy towards you when you were little, but as soon as you joined the survey corps for him, he'd been around you almost all the time.
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„Can we all meet later? We could play cards again.", Connie said as he walked over to the rest of you. „Sure; i might just need to figure out how to shower with these on...", you trailed off as you looked at your bandaged hands. „Oh no problem, I can help.", Sasha answered as she was the person you were closest too after Jean, of course.
„Hey hey Kirstein!", you heard Hanji call out from behind you. Jean and you turned around simultaneously as it wasn't clear which Kirstein was meant.
„I can help you shower. I wanted to talk to you anyways, so how about you join us for tea and then I'll help you?", Hanji asked, not awaiting an answer before grabbing your arm and dragging you over to the table Erwin, Miche and other higher ranking officer sat. And of course Captain Levi. You shot the others an apologetic look as Jean just shook his head in amusement and mouthed „What I told you about her was correct, wasn't it?", you just quickly nodded your head yes before Jean and the others left the cafeteria.
Hanji seemed like a very nice person to you, but you were slowly overwhelmed by just how nice she was to you. You couldn't shake the feeling that something was going on as she shoved you into a chair next to the captain. Besides all that, Hanji wasn't exactly known for cleanliness and hygiene. The thought of her soon seeing you naked made a blush spread all across your face and ears.
Soon enough you started engaging in some lighthearted conversation with your superiors. You knew how Levi enjoyed witnessing you obviously struggling to conceal your actual attitude, but it also made him wonder why. You weren't that calm towards him, why to the others then?

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