tw: mildly sexual themes, fluff alert lol
Oh my..., you thought as you looked out of the window in Levi's bedroom. As far as you could tell, the halls were quite busy despite the late hours. You knew you couldn't leave just yet so you stood up from his bed and decided to first flatten the sheets again and then went back into his office to take a closer look at his books once more. Once the sounds from outside of his warm office had died down completely, you lazily fixed your hair to not look as suspicious. Your heart was still hammering in your chest and the blush had most likely not faded either. The feeling of his fingers on your skin hadn't completely gone away just yet, but enough to have you yearning for his touch once more. Not only that, but the painfully warm feeling in your chest also refused to subside.
You leaned against the door to check for any activity in the hallways one final time before quietly slipping out of his office even thought you didn't exactly want to leave. His quarters were warm and comfortable, the closest you'd seen to resembling a home ever since you had left yours. The cobblestone lined hallways were ridiculously cold and blatantly unwelcoming, a stark contrast to Levi's office as well as your quarters. Your little room was bland and it was obvious that soldiers weren't exactly expected to live long. The furniture, the floor, the thinned out curtains, nothing screamed welcome home.
The torches on the wall of the long hallway were close to burning out, making the sight before you look oddly familiar and even less comforting if that was even possible. It was very similar to the day before when you had snuck out of the castle.
After closing the door as quietly as possible, you slowly set one foot in front of the other, careful to not have your footsteps echo down the hallway and announce your wrongdoings to the guards.Just as you noticed a door opening in the distance and heard engaged chatter spill out of the room, you shut your door. A sigh of short lived relief left your lips before the realization of what had really happened hit you. „Oh god.", you silently mumbled as you shifted uncomfortably due to the slick between your legs. You couldn't help but wonder how far the two of you would've gone if it weren't for Hange's unfortunate and sudden intrusion. One of your Hands unknowingly stroked over the tender skin of your neck. The tenderly pulsating feeling Levi has left you with had yet to cease as you could still feel the soft sensation of his lips on your skin.
A slight groan of frustration left your lips as you kicked off your shoes and uncomfortable jeans to jump into bed.After what seemed like hours alone, tossing and turning, head clouded with swirling whirlwinds of more or less lewd thoughts, after endless times inspecting your room very very closely, you finally fell asleep.
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Breakfast was hell.So was lunch.
And dinner too.
The tension between you and Levi lingered in the whole mess hall like electricity burning through the air. You couldn't get last nights events out of your head no matter how hard you tried. You wondered what he was thinking. The wish to take a peek inside his head had constantly lingered in your mind ever since you'd first met him. His face unreadable, his voice also eerily flat, his body language usually too. But yesterday night he had this special gleam in his eyes that were only focused on you, body language speaking fluent desire and his soft lips either on your body, curved into a smile or both.
„Are you okay, (y/n)?", Jean asked as he snaked his arm around your shoulders. „You look like you have a fever.", he added before his free hand found its way to your burning forehead. „I'm fine, just a little tired.", you answered honestly with your cheeks still flushed from the fact that he'd interrupted your train of lewd thoughts.
Jean nodded before he pulled his hand away from your forehead and leaned his head on yours. Your thoughts cleared up for a mere moment for the first time that day as your cheeks finally found their way to a normal color again.
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An hour or two passed by and your little group didn't leave the mess hall yet and were the only ones left. „So... since we don't have training tomorrow, we could sneak out again.", Sasha said, immediately catching your attention. Your mind wandered back to Levi and the last time you'd talked to him. You promised to come by for a cup of tea at least. It felt like your brain was steaming, that's how hard you were thinking. You wouldn't have dreamt of ever letting down your friends for a guy just two weeks back. You let out a sigh as you listened to your friends making plans. „I probably can't, I have to go over some things with the captain again. He asked me to come by after dinner so he's probably already mad that I'm so late.", you lied. Well, it wasn't a complete lie. Just half a lie which was okay, right? Suddenly you remembered Levi's thumb in your mouth as the metallic taste of the cut on your lip snuck into your mouth again. You couldn't help but shift uncomfortably in your seat as you felt yourself heating up. He hadn't even properly touched you yet and you were this much of a mess.
„(y/n)! You're spacing out again!", Eren laughed as he hit the back of your head playfully. You gave him an embarrassed smile. „So what do you say?", he added. You tried to mask the question marks accumulating in your head but seemed to not do a great job at that. „God, you really weren't listening.", Jean teased but the concern in his voice was laced with was way too obvious. You scratched your head and shrugged apologetically.
„Jean said that you could visit the captain now and then sneak out with us later!", Sasha said with a happy gleam in her eyes. You nodded hesitantly. You didn't have the heart to turn them down again, not for the captain and your stupid desire for his touch.
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you paced up and down in your room to battle the nervousness after brushing through your hair what felt like a hundred times. You'd also changed your clothes and cleaned a couple of specks of dirt from your boots. A groan left your lips as you let your head fall into your hands. „Why... why why why", you whispered to yourself.
You didn't know whether you wanted to be under Levi's command, sweaty, hot and filled with desire or if you wanted to dive into the cold water of the little lake in the woods that your friends wanted to sneak out to again that night.
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It felt as if it was the first time knocking on the captains door. You tried your best to waste some time by carefully examining every wooden detail on the heavy door you were standing in front of. You took a deep breath as you raised your hand to knock on his door. „State your name and business.", you heard him say from beyond the door. His voice silky smooth and deep as always. Your heart jumped as you said: „(y/n) Kirstein, Sir. I'm here to bring you your tea."
Shortly after that, the door opened to reveal a stressed out looking Levi. His eyes softened after he saw the two delicate cups of tea you were balancing in your shaky hands. He took them both and set them down on his wooden desk before sinking back into his office chair. He gestured towards the second seat on the other side of his desk.He looked so pretty and soft again in the light of the oil lamp and the candles as well as the fireplace. Since his furniture was mostly dark and heavy, his delicate milky white skin contrasted to it beautifully. The warm scent of burning wood and manly cologne made you feel all warm and fuzzy inside...if it wasn't for the lingering feeling of heat between your legs. You just couldn't help but get lost in a whirlwind of lewd thoughts for the hundredths time again that day. But how could you not? His lips looked just as soft as the day before, hands just as pretty and defined with a couple of veins running down the back of it. You couldn't help but pay attention to every detail of his hair, his smooth skin, his face, his eyes, his clothes...
„Staring again?", Levi broke the silence. „Can't help it, sorry.", you replied, grinning sheepishly. It was the truth; you couldn't help it. Levi just shook his head and smirked in return as he focused back on his paperwork. His hand trembled ever so slightly, so you knew exactly that he was thinking the same thing as you. Whenever the two of you were around each other, tension built up and lingered in the air suffocatingly. Despite that, your eyes wandered to the clock on the wall again and again. When did you and your friends agree to meet again? Nevermind, you thought to yourself as your gaze fell on the captain again, only to find him staring at you intensely. You didn't budge but instead stared back just intensely. „So, captain.", you started and lifted the delicate cup of tea to your lips, internally praying that it wouldn't be too hot and you wouldn't embarrass yourself completely. „I was wondering how long you're planning on making me write those little reports... does the regiment still not trust me?", you said innocently, shooting him a flirty look. „Ahh well. Cadet, I'm afraid I'm not allowed to tell you about the regiment just yet. I, for one need to get to know you better before I can trust you fully.", the captain replied in his usual deep voice, as he nonchalantly wrote down some more things. His handwriting was clean and you tried to sneakily take a look at what exactly he was writing about.
We have five minutes, (y/n).
As soon as you had read that, your eyes grew wide in surprise. Sudden nervousness arose in your gut as a breath got caught in your throat. You nodded hesitantly, trying your best to shoot the captain a sultry smile. That was all the consent he needed before he stood up and took your hand. to gently lead you to the dark leather couch. You were unbelievably impatient though, so you straight up pushed him him on the couch, straddling his waist as your hands went beside his head. As soon as your gazes locked together, you suddenly grew embarrassed. His eyes were filled with complete and utter surprise. Just like you, he hadn't expected to be locked in this position. The two of you froze up as your hand found its way to Levi's soft cheek as your eyes were still locked on his. You noticed Levi staring at your lips expectantly. Every fiber of your being wanted to kiss him, but there were inner boundaries you just couldn't bring yourself to cross. You didn't know whether or not he wanted you to kiss him, so you just went further down. Levi's hand found it's way to your chin as he let his thumb stroke over your lips softly. Your heart started beating wildly as you hadn't expected such a tender gesture. Something else lingered in the air as the tension softly faded into nothing. Levi pulled your face closer ever so slightly as your heartbeat grew even faster. You tried your best to keep your breathing even as the two of you got closer together. Your mind couldn't comprehend the sudden shift in atmosphere.
Before you could think about it further, another knock was heard. Not again, you thought as you snapped out of your trance. „State your name and business", Levi said with a slight shake in his voice as he helped the two of you get up from the couch.Why does this keep happening, ugh.
- 2000+ words Hey hey sinners; sorry for this ridiculously short chapter, it's been a tough couple of months. I know I've said this many many times, but I'm actually still planning things, so stay tuned for that. Happy Valentine's Day btw; to every one who celebrates, that is.
Until next time
P.s. I hope you liked it anyways.
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sensual // levi ackerman
Fanfiction(Y/n) Kirstein, strong, fierce, mysterious. Levi Ackermann, dangerously alluring, humanity's strongest, stone cold. - You've always been one to get yourself into trouble with your superiors, but this time, it's different. How far could you possibly...