2/6/11
Ahh so it's 5:26 in the morning and i'm starting to think sleeping isnt in the picture.. :/. I'm at my friend Jessica's house and she's the only one passed out on the couch...next to me. Mandi and Alyssa are in Jessica's room doing who knows what. Probably talking to hot guys because they can get hot guys >.< bleh.
Dont you hate it when it seems everything is starting to look better but then one little things just tears you back down to where you were? It seems like every guy i try to like or do like, there's always something wrong. It could be from them not being interested to them having a girlfriend and the girlfriend things been happening a lot lately :/ . Just when i'm about to tell them how i feel...BOOM! Guess what hallye, I think i might be getting a girlfriend soon. Really? Then i have to act all happy for them and guess who and all that other bullshit while im secretly planning her death inside my head >.< . Yes...i do plan people's death when i dont like them..doesnt everyone?
To be honest...I wish everything would just back to me dating my awesome ginger guy where it seemed like the world was at peace >.< now everything seems different. Trying to win ginger back and handle other guys at the same time isnt peace. Not at all. Mostly when ginger has a girlfriend :/. Which sucks. I've been talking to him lately and he treats me different...a bad different.
I dont understand how it got this way...
Well, cya fellow wattpad-ers. Hopefully sleep will come to me. Fingers crossed (:
-Hallye Jade
