Further Apart...

guilt and anger

Vincent's Pov.......

After an irritating argument with her about the divorce,  she fucking dissapeared the whole night,
arrgggghh  this woman plays with my nerves.. i just hate her voice..

ohhh really vincent, but i thought u love her voice when she's moaning your name.

SHUT UPPP!!!!
  I just hate her okai.. no matter how many dramas she creates lettting her crocodile tears,  she's just a pain in my ass...

and u were literally kisssing  that same pain in the ass woman...

will u  shut the fuck up now...

I literally forced myself  to sleep next to her i dont know whats wrong with me when she's around I cannot control my emotions and end up kissing this damn  woman....
i sighed to myself  and later sleep took over...

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the next morning i woke  up suddenly with a nightmare,
shit its still 5 in the morning,
   she was sleeping so peacefully on the bed snoring litely.
she was looking  so fucking adorable   her shape of her eyes, unknowingly my had reached towards her face mesmerizing every inch of her face.
i slowly neared to her face, she has long  dark eye lashes, her cheeks are so soft,  lips are a heart shaped  with a plum and pinkish inviting mine to touch and devour them.....

I slightly touched her lips, urging to kiss them...

realizing my actions i jolted up from my place,
throwing all my thoughts out,  had my shower, got dressed and  drived to rhe company, i was so damn distracted with her being in my presence.......
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while driving i took out my phone and called a randomn chick whom i met at a meeting last week, she was all over me during that meeting  but i never thought i would call her,

i can take her over my offivce table to clear my thoughts and this stupid crazy feeling on this so called  stupid wife of mine...
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. the chick easy to get and was excited to meet me.
i reached the office it was still so early  and  there were no one except the security  guards. i informed them to let that chick in as soon as she reaches the building....
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i planed on doing some re check in the some files until she reaches here..
after some good 40mins there was a knock on the door  i said a come in
knowing that its the chick
and i don't even know whats her name actually..

As soon as she entered into the office she directly walked to me flirtatious smile....
Eww that was so ugly actually,
Vslerinas simple unknown smile was far more better than this one...

See you still think and crave for her vincy boy....

NO NO NO NOOOOOO.
I should not think about that woman.
Once this chick was next to me I pulled her on my lap and started kissing her roughly, she in turn stared unbuttoning   my first 3 buttons of my shirt, following  with un buckling  my belt and pant..
She was straight to the point.
I smirked at the  confidence..
And allowed her to do whatever she wants....
  she started to riding on me slowly, while I had a grip on her hips..she was moaning loudly eww is that even a moan, it was more like a pig snorting actually...

Valerina's  moan would  be so fucking arousing than this one,
The moans when I hear while kissing her,,  ohhhh!!!
how would that be if she was here right now moaning so loudly while riding over me......

STOP THINKING ABOUT HER AND BE HERE WITH THE CHICK RIDING ONN YOU!!!! 

UHGGG ....
Whats wrong with me and my thoughts..
I suddenly got up from my chair shocking the chick.
Made her bend towards the table and let out all my frustration  towards this chick,  by thrusting hard....
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It was not so good but atleast I've let my frustration  out.
The chick was sleeping on the couch and I was continuing  with my work...
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After some time she woke up and came towards me sitting on the table  between me and the laptop.
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  I leaned on my chair relaxing and  watching her,
She winked at me and both started kissing again,
I pushed her on the table and  started  kissing roughly

I suddenly felt  her stopped kissing and looked at her opposite direction.

Fucking shit!!!!!!!
Didn't this bitch lock the door while entering the damn office..
Guilt ran over my nerves  right now looking her hurted.

Wait,
Why do I even care this scene might help me in getting divorce with her...

So I ignored her presence and continued kissing the chick..
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Soon she ran from there.

   FUCKING SHIT!!!!
Suddenly my phone started ringing,  popping mom   name on the screen,,,

I stopped kissing and answered the call while the chick was giving lite kisses on the neck.

  "Mom? Is everything okai.."

"Hello to u too vincy,
And stop thinking that I'll call you  if nothing is alright... is this how you think about ur mother??"

God
"Mom
U know what I mean right??"

"Ahhhh  i was just kidding son."

"Now listen my boy, I don't know what you're  planning on wife's birthday day.
But I want u both to have lunch with us okai."

  Holy fucking shit!!
Did I just made her cry in her birthday,

Yes u did u dumbass,  and by the way u didn't even know thats its her birthday wat a great husband you are

  See that's the point if I knew then I wouldn't hurt her  atleast on her special day right..

"Vincent are you there?? Helo,,,"

"Yeah yeah mom I actually planned it for the evening so yeah we will be there".

"Okay son I  love u bye"

"Too mom bye"...

  Shit wat have I done....

I guess atleast I'll take her to a restaurant  in the evening...
I sighed loudly and told the chick to leave the building in 5mins or my guards will escort her,,

She got up  with wide eyes  throwing  low tantrums and left the building..
I searched our office floor, but there's no sign of her,,
I saw her text informing that she was taking a day off.
Did she take off because of what happened earlier...
Shit...
I called her it was ringing .
DID SHE
I searched every where but didn't find her... 
When I reached the ground floor  as a exited the lift  i saw her pulling the Johnson's  guy and exiting the building  in a quick shot....

My blood boiled looking at her holding his hand and pulling him like that.....

What the fuck,
She should touch only me like that, not that annoying stupid brat of Johnson's ....

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After sometimes I called  her and informed her about coming to moms house and disconnected the call..
My anger level was increasing  thinking about them going out together

Damn this woman.......