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I felt guilty for my behavior towards her. She was nothing like Wat I thought...
So I started to treat her good...

In the meeting Ms.Brad was so annoying so I moved next to Ms. Smith and whenever  I tried to adjust in my chair my tigh would touch hers and I could tell through her reactions that she was effected  with my touch...

Whenever our eyes would meet I would smile at her and instantly she would look down....
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. After our meeting Mr.Scotwood invited is to lunch and I accepted it....
So we entered the elevator Ms.Smith enters first and then me,then Mr.Scotwood came in along with his secratary..
U was standing next to Ms.Smith and that annoying  secratary stood next to me and she was purposely trying to move to my side and I felt disgusted when her body touched mine so I tried to move away from her and it resulted in  me moving to my PA's side......
When I was totally on her side my large body touched her tiny ones and I felt like some strange sensation in my groin...
I lifted my hand and put it on the wall over her head and I was not able to move my eyes from her she was looking soo damn hot and her plump lips that were inviting me to devour them and her long eyelashes and the way she looked at me from them...
She licked her dried lips making me feel so godamn irritated for not touching them and her flustered cheeks... My eyes were only on her lips and her black doed eyes which held innocence  and purity in them...

God y does this  woman  drive me crazy....
I didn't even notice when Ms.Brad left my side but I still did not get away from this beautiful woman .

The elevator door's  opening sound brought me out of my staring down at her...
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When we reached  the restaurant I sat nest to her..
But that secratary of Mr.Scitwoid was not leaving me alone e check was sticking to my side like a gum
She started blabbering about some nonsense in which I was not interested...
I just kept nodding at her  but my eyes were in this beautiful lady..
She was talking to Mr.Scotwood  inbetween their talks he would tell her something and she would laugh at that not caring the world....
That made a strange annoying feeling towards Mr.Scotwood  cos he was making her happy....
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. After our lunch we left before Mr.scotwood.
That Annying chick gave me her contact number, as if I would call her...
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. Once we entered the car  silence filled between us...

"I assume that u and Mr.Scotwood became good frnds in such a short time" I spoke looking at her..

Then she smiled
"Yes sir he's such a good person"
That increased some strange type of anger within me and I looked straight without glancing at her and I closed my fist so tight and clenched my jaw to control it.... .

"I can see that in ur smile when u were talking to him.".
I spoke  neutrally..

. This means does she like himm

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"We have one more meeting day after tomorrow so tomorrow we r free..
U can go and visit some place if u want.
I'll tell the driver to take u.." I told her

"no sir that's fine thank u but I'm okai with staying at home.." she said

"Okai as u wish"
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Once we entered my condo.
She left the shoes and directly went to the sofa and dropped her bag there and sat and then she instantly closed her eyes...
I assume she did not sleep well...

I cleared my throat and  then she opened her eyes,, sat straight  looking at me....

"U can go upstairs there r two bedrooms there..
Go straight and then the left one is mine and u can use the  right one.."
Afternoon finished telling her..

She looked at me like I'v grown some horns on my head...

"R u sure sir"
She asd me..

"I won't repeat my words again Ms.Smith if u want u can come or else u can use that sofa"

"No no sir I'll use the bedroom thank u sir "

I nodded at her and went upstairs smiling internally...
Once I was in n my room I had a shower and wore some comfortable clothes and watched TV for sometime and when it was dinner time I came down, she was not there  and I thought not to bother her so I had my dinner..
And went back to my room..
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I woke up at 7 in the morning..
I went for a jog and I spentbsone time in my hotel gym which was on the 3rd floor..
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. It was already 9 so I thought to go back to the condo..
So I entered the elevator and pressed the top button....
I hope she's up now...
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. Once I exited the elevator I saw her sitting in the sofa and sobbing..
That made my heart flutter...
I stalked towards her.
She stood up when she saw me  I reached her and touched her chin with both my hands...

"Hey Wats wrong y ur crying"  I asd her
Then she suddenly  hugged me and started crying..
My body became stiff  for a moment  in Wat was happening.and then later I relaxed I don't know Wat made her cry like this

... Her head was on my chest and my chin touched the top of her head..
Then I slowly started rubbing her back...
I felt soo good holding her like this and at the same time I wanted to kill the person making her cry like this...

she abruptly moved from me and kept distance" I'm sorry sir..." she said..

Once again I took her chin with my hand and my other hand was on her shoulder..
"Wat happend??? "
I asd her again...
I'm gonna kill that person if it's a Guy who made her cry..
And thinking about a guy  with her increased my rage..
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"My...my" ...... She sobbed inbetween....
"My dad... He had a stroke and his condition is very serious...."
I have to go Mr.Williams pls..
And started crying again...

I felt sorry for her. 
I wanted to hug her and tell everything would be fine..

"Listen don't cry okai..
He'll be fine and get ready I'll book a ticket for u.... "
She then nodded at me went to her room...

I called my manager and told him to book a ticket for the first flight to her hometown....andnalso I odered some breakfast for her...
Then she certainly down...

"I'm sure u have missed ur dinner last night so have ur breakfast ur flight is in 2hours and I'll drop u to the airport... I'll go get ready.. "
She again nodded at me... So I left to my room and had a bath and wore a casual jeans.. And came down... She was waiting for me..
And when I looked at the breakfast only 2 to 4 spoons of it was missing..
Y didn't she it it...
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And I looked at her..

"Ms.Smith I will drop u to the airport only if you complete your breakfast..."
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"Thank u sir but I'm...... "

"No buts Ms. Smith complete it right now... "
I odered her sternlyncos she's  gonna listen only in this type of tone.... and she quietly nodded at stared to put spoon full of them and her mouth was  full with food and her cheeks were soo chubby,, she finished it so fast..
I was really amused at her behavior...

"Let's go" I told her.
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. During the drive  she was in some deep thought and her eyes started to water...

I touched her joined hands which were on her lap and  I slightly squeezed it...................
She looked  at me and I gave her reassuring smile....
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. We reached the airport and she carried the bag  with her...
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.when they announced about the arrival of her flight...
Both of us stood up...
And she looked at me...

"Thank u Mr.Williams thank u for understanding"......
she smiled at me which was actually not reaching her eyes...

I then nodded at her... When she was about to leave I don't know y but I suddenly caught  her hand and she turned to me and hugged her and this time she was shocked..

I whispered to her " Pls be strong for ur dad.... And take care"
Now she smiled a real smile ....
That made me feel good now..
After she left I felt alone....... .
Hope her father gets well soon...
I sighed and drove back to my condo...
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