Further Apart...

distraction with an attraction

Vincent's Pov

It's been one week since I met her and I cannot get her out of my system...

I don't know Wat has happened to me in the restaurant when she excused herself and walked to the washroom after some minutes I too excused from the busy couple and followed to that washroom...

Then when she was about to walk from the washroom I caught her arm and pulled her to the side and locked her between me and the wall....

I don't even understand y I'm here caging her like this I'm not able to control my feelings of attraction towards this woman....

And when she opened her eyes and looked at me from those long eye lashes I lost control and suddenly remembered Bri and I felt all my emotions coming back from luv to loneliness and guilt for the reason of her death....

I slightly touched her cheek and her lip was lightly trembling and I felt the urge to touch them and
Then I slowly touched her fragile body with mine and I felt like a spark that was flying in my system..

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Then she was looking directly looking into my eyes
Fuck I really wanna kiss the hell out of her....
And I slowly ast her about her name

She was in some deep thoughts...
I again said that I ast her something....

Then she came back to her senses and blushed furiously......
I really wanted to know Wats going on in that pretty brain of her that made her blushing.....
Then she said her me stuttering... And then it hit me that she's not Bri..

I left no gap between us
I slightly touched her ear with my lips and I knew that she's already effected with presence as well as touch...

"Never show ur face again valerina"
I whispered coldly in her ear and looked at her and her eyes flew open at my coldness.
She felt like she was about to cry.....

I wanted to touch her and hug her and apologize but no
I have to maintain oh n my coldness and remember my past and not to get heartbroken again
I'm good with myself now...

And not wasting one more second I left her stunning there and directly left the restaurant not even bothering to tell my brother...
I texted him instead...

When I left her like that I felt some unknown emotions which were in the past again haunting me......

. The following next week I kept myself busy in work but damn I cannot forget or erase her memory from my mind............
I would always imagine Wat would have happened when I didn't leave her there like that will she Allie me to fuck her....
Ohhhh fuck my mind.......

Mom has called to my phone, she is the only person whom I talk about everything but after Bri's death I kept myself away even from my mom...
She tried a lot to get close to me,
But I pushed her away...
She informed me that I should drop her to Dimitri's girl's home for dinner and join but I told her that I have a meeting....
She knew I was lying
Cos who will have meetings on Sundays .
I know y she's asking me to drop her..
Sh ed thinks Atleat she has a reason to meet me.
I'm sorry mamma.

I sighed and told her that I'll drop and pic her up if she wants but I'm not gonna stay there for dinner......

Than I can hear the joy her voice and she cut the call...
I smiled to myself because mamma was happy now........
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On Sunday evening I went to my parents house and picked mamma and dropped her off but she told me to carry the present to her future daughter in law I rolled my eyes at her words and she laughed...

When I rang the bell to their door I can hear somebody's footsteps coming towards the door.

And when they opened it and God y is she here and the look in her eyes was like she's has seen some ghost am I looking that bad or is she thinking about wat I told that day.
And here I am at their door..

I looked at her with amusement filling in my eyes...
Suddenly my mom cleared her throat..
Shit shit shit.......
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Then she allowed us to walk inside thier house and told us to make ourselfs comfortable...
All this time my eyes were never leaving her and watching her every moment and she did not even look at me or I think she knew that I was staring at her....
She went upstairs to call another girI still don't even know another girl's name.
Stupid right .
But I don't care Wat her name was.....
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I thought of not staying here for another moment cos my mom watched me looking at this girl and a small knowing smile was playing on her lips.
Fuck me right now

I told my mom that I'm gonna go and told her that I'll come on time to pick her up.. .
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I was at the bar with some of my business partners and then when I looked at my watched

Ohh shit
I told mom I'll pick her up.
Then I went to my new Audi and rode as fast as possible hoping mom would still be there...
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. When I rang the bell again she opened it and God she was wearing a guys shirt and jeans....
She was looking do damn sexy.

Who's shirt is this??

"Ye... Yes.... "

That brought me out of my daze....

" Can u call my mom??"

"Bu....but.. Ur mom has already left"......

"Wat?? "
I said harshly..
She suddenly flinched and bit her lip and closed her eyes....

Shit...
I jently moved forward and touched her cheek and slowy kissed her cheek and kept my lips there for a moment and said sorry......

Iv got a confused look from her...

And then again I said Sorry......
God touching her like this is making my dick like stone....
It's not good for me if I say here one more second like this...
So again I left from there...
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Calling my mom's phone to know where she is right now...
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Y can't I keep my hands and thoughts to myself when I'm with her..........

Fuck my hands and thoughts...
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. I sighed and got into my car....