Further Apart...

Cruel love

Once we reached home he applied a sudden break with full force. my face would change its shape if i wouldn't had the seat belt.
He then jumped out of his seat came to my side, he pulled me from my seat ...

" Leave my arm Vincent I'm not coming inside "
I screamed in horror when he suddenly lifted me up and put me over his shoulder...

i started kicking and hitting him in his back he was not even budging...
we entered his bedroom with me still over his shoulder..
he roughly threw me on the bed...
ouch!!! such an idiot

"Vincent stop this, your behaving like a stupid kid"

"Ohh really then let me show you how much of a real man I am"
he smiled evilly..

What does that mean????..
Wait....... Ohhh god... no..no..no...nooo...
he's not in his right senses...

"Vincent let's talk about it in the morning please ... your not in a good state to listen.."
i was pleading him

"well I'm in a fucking good state baby..."
he's not the Vincent i used to see everyday he looks like a different cruel man now..
I jumped out of the bed and ran to the door.. as soon as i reached he grasped handful of my hair...

"Where do you think your going???
Let me give you what you wanted from other men...."

i was crying so hard now...

"Vincent please listen to me you have mistaken ...
I really dont need anything neither from them nor from you, you are hurting me please let me go Im so scared looking at you right now please,,,"

he pulled me to the bed again ...
pushed me harshly on the bed he took my right hand and tied it with his tie to the bed..

"please no......"

I was shouting for help now...
he roughly pulled my face and started kissing me to stop the screaming..
the kiss was so rough I can feel all his anger and possessiveness in this kiss when he sensed that I was not responding he bit my lip so hard that making me open my mouth in pain soon he entered his tongue and started exploring my mouth..
he was tasting so much of alcohol and mint...
If we were both in a normal situation I would have enjoyed it..
but god Im so scared right now on what he's gonna do..
I tried to untie my hand with the free hand but he caught it and put it over my head and was strangling me now..
I hate this.....
I tried to free my hand and successfully he let my hand loose and I slapped him hard once again..
"U like slapping me haan, I will make u regret about all these right from the day you fucking entered my life"
he was shouting at my face now....

he took both my hands and tied it.. it was so tight that it might leave bruises in the morning ......
I hissed un pain but he was not at all listening and noticing all these..

I tried to kick him with my legs but everything felt unless.......

He tore my dress so easily..
now I regret wearing this dress he tore every cloth which covered my parts and left me naked under him.....

I was a crying mess now...I'm so scared of him right now...
he started kissing my neck and the biting there and then with sucking where he left the bite marks...

now he roughly entered his finger there
I cried in pain, all this everything is new to me.....
he started pushing his fingers in out of my .....
I hated this I hat everything...

I spit over his face with rage and earned a slap from him..
"You are a monster..
Don't do this vincent im not going to forgive you never...."
I warned him...

he pulled his pant down and placed his cock over my part and pushed so hard....
I was so numb now my lower parts were screaming in pain.
I felt like I've lost my soul like my soul has been shattered into millions of pieces the person whom I loved , raped me!!!!
he raped me!!!!! because he cannot control his anger issues..
Am I nothing to him, won't he respect me and my feelings..
Am I just a toy, what have I done to him, was loving him is a sin,,,
I lost........
My love for him turned into pure hate..
it was my first I wanted to give him willingly with all my love when he would realize my love and wanted to treasure those moments....

but instead he gave me a cruel nightmare to never forget.....

he was pushing himself in and out so roughly my body was at shock and turned numb to whatever he was doing..
he groaned whispering something and pushed himself deeper letting his juices inside me...
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once he was done he slept peacefully like nothing happened...
my hands were still tied to the headboard.. I was feeling so helpless
tears were flowing like a river..
i don't know when I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep with my hands still tied........ praying this should be a nightmare...
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I groaned and opened my eyes slowly my whole body was aching like I was in a marathon running for days...
my hands were free now and I was in a lying position with a blanket covering me.

I was naked under the sheets...
I slowly got up hissing my parts were aching badly I slowly walked to the bathroom to wash out all the dirt
in my body which remember me of him..
what about the soul then..
he broke me he broke every piece of my dignity....

when I looked in the mirror
I gasped looking at at the girl in the mirror with a bruised cheek amd eye lips swollen and red with bite marks... tears were running down...
I shut my eyes crying like there's no tomorrow...
I took a shower and scrubbed my body until it turned red and started burning....

I slowly walked to my room with a bathrobe..
I wore my pyjama and closed my eyes letting my tears flow....
I can't take yesterdays nightmare out of my brain hope I had a chance to erase this memory .....
I hate him.......

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