A week that I will never forget, a week that feels like a fireworks, like a lightning bomb in the air beautifuly shines across our eyes, people come and go to have a tattoo. I never thought after a day of tattoo with Diane with my own design of image, I will buy a pregnancy test at Mercury drug and a mango at Market. At the same time be this talented, farther on what customers want. It makes me feel like an artist even for a while tho honestly sometimes I really don't know what to do. seems like I am loosing my way but a guide in my kept me going.
I wake up earlier today cause my vagina is about to explode, so I hurriedly get my pregnancy test rush in to the bathroom. After a long pee, few minutes later line start to appear, I mean lines. I paused for a while, looked at the mirror and Open my eyes wildly. I return to bed and look straight at the PT, I'm no sure, why is the other line blurr? What is it supposed to mean? I didn't think hardly about it so I slept again.
When I woke up again I posted at Pauline's facbook
"Pau and Aiz kita tayo Chenkuang, Milktea tayo"
she immediately replied
"still dont know busy sa school e"
"Tell me when you know"
and coversation start to widen about our careers and does and donts, until I cant help myself but told her about the "test", it was funny that she already knew when I sent a message
"may sasabihin ako"
"juntis ka" she replied.
I was like maybe, I took the pregnancy test but the other line is not clear, even her wonders that. She told me that I could ask her sister about it since she graduated nurse. And we both agreed I could try another so I get up, change my shirt into black half sleeves since its getting colder outside. I rode a pedicab, this time I bought the precious baby test at Manson which is cheaper so I bought a mango. I just love mango. There you go, the first person Who knew about the most special and important person in my life was Pauline.
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I could say I am lucky cause people appreciate what my hard work is, hard work and playing hard. I found it a humour cause I just enjoy tattooing on their skin for forever, people will surely never forget how I hurt them with needles and put dirt on their skin, a dirt that makes every perfect human being differ. I am happy cause Mama and Tito JoJo was really supportive on what I want since we are both on the same line of thinking, our flaws, our illegal businesses, we might fucking the same system but I guess I fuck harder.
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The next day I woke up earlier to have a pee and tried to "higop" my urine in the toilet bowl but It didn't work, no line appeared, That made me stupid, I should have put the baby test under my vagina to have had worked, so I didn't feel asleep, I waited for another pee signal, I surf along the internet and told Pauline about the stupid incident. Well, she's supportive that made me feel calm. After few talks and scroll, I hurriedly run to the bathroom and had my pee at the floor, like I tried it first, .... Now line start to appear, No, I mean, Lines again. Now my heartbeat is on the run, I took a picture of the two pregnancy test, sent to Pauline with a caption, please ask your sister about it. And her sister told that it is possible cause my HCG is high. What is HCG btw?
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It was Friday when people jog to see me, they are really blown away, and I am metlting that way but I know I need to be solidify and play harder and mingle with people at the same time, never forget to be alive tho you creating a living. I finished my work before the dinner start, afcourse I never forget to open my Facebook account, if everything was done. Facebook is like my rest time tho often times he used to eat my time because a lot of like pages used to update and I am being eaten by their knowledgeable idea..
