This is a year after it happened, I am inside my roon eating bapa, a very delicious snack instead of chip, salty but if youre a vegetarian it wont work, this is a meat btw,
As a child of my mom and Dad though I am not going in school anymore I still asked for money. God I also need a walk outside! Im gonna die in this house.
I won't missed a valentine without dating my man I mean Its our first valentine together and it was a disaster. He made a reservation at antipolo for an explicit date but damn I was furious and stupid. I doubt about his chillingness.
I dont know what is wrong with me, I am very moody and I always feel emotional about everything!
his plans was rejected by me and I hate myself to know that, afcourse it valentines supposed we should have a great deal but i ruined everything when i started doubting so I cried and start throwing things away! who else to blame? I even try to cut my pulses its not that I wanna die on that moment I just want to forget what I'm thinking and hurt myself instead. skin disease can heal you for a moment but emotional disease takes time.
as I step outside the door children were shouting
look who the think she is
wearing a red dress for night
I walked with my head high and heels carried
through my way till I see his face
I told him to meet me where I'll be heading down
but I arrived without him and I just crashed down
wishing for invisibility, I want to disappear and forget this day!
its like valentines are supposed to be a love day but today I have shed tears that almost turn to blood.
He arrived seeing me torn and wasted by own tearful sadness, he hold like he knew it was because of him and whispered sorry.
his warmth was all I need to feel okay once again.
we look for a good resto that can match my outfit then we found Kuya J and Js
where inside there are senior people who sings and drinks.
the place was good and simply romantic.
I odered steak ala pobre and red wine while he asked for Lengua and water.
I didn't receive a bunch of bouquet nor chocolate but he used his pee to create a
heart shape to make me smile and it was perfect.
I asked him to sing for me, he can't say no but he can't say yes
he was crushed and left speechless
you can say he is nervous
he such a man of wondrous
She look straight to him like watching John meyer singing
they asked her for an exchange
she can't say no she can't say yes
she was crushed and left speechless
you can say she is nervous
he look straight to her like watching
taylor swift singing
hopeless
so she run in his beating heart
hug him under the light of people sight
it was my valentine.
The people in JJ's love his voice, the manager who is one of the customer that day watched him and gave him a calling card, which means he is interested dealing with my man, isnt that wonderful? im the most proud girlfriend. knowing that he is really a good singer, anyone would love him. We step outside the restaurant with a huge smile on our faces, all the tears was worth it.
our tummy is full with food and joy and love and we can't say no on a stick of ciggar it would make our day more fantastic. while smoking we talked about my voice as if I am so torn that I gave up singing infront of a crowd knowing I got no talent at all, well, he said that I am okay tho im a bit out of tune ahahahaha
I was shamely naked but afcourse most I want to get naked because I am so proud of my man! Hired in two songs, how good is he?
we can't wait to tell to our friends what happened, immediately as I opened viosity's door I run to them saying we sang at JJ's and Choi got a calling card from the manager.
Cheers to that!
'sabi nila un mga taong succesfull daw un mga may ka relationship" ryken said
and we are both happy to know.
instead of checking in a hotel, we bought bottles of beer and chip to spend quality time in viosity. we talked about our relationships. how well we have been, and if I were really pregnant what would it be cause somehow I can feel a drum, more like a bass, inside of me.
I kissed him like he is the only man in the world, gripping his buff arms his hands was a hand of man's intregrity, he is my music and I am dancing on top of him. slowly taking his shirt off while he take away mine under the darkness of sky and moon we are shining in each other's love. I can hear myself calling his name saying fck, moaning like an wolf , while I was very satisfy on what we are, It was wild crazy romantic night. until we find each other hugging each other tight so we could fit in the car.
my head was almost on the floor when I woke up, I could kiss it while vomitting/. I dont know a bottle of tanduay ice was not very alcohol should I say. It was very hot the sun is shining under our skin yet the wind was still fresh.
Outside Ryken's house choi parked viosity and children started wiping all the dust so they could slide on top, but choi told them to clean it up first and their feet as well.
one by one bubbles started coming, and everyone enjoys it except choi, tho children were doing very well, it was not enough so himself started wiping and it turned into car general cleaning. he was dangerous, works must done perfectly, he's kinda hard but it is amazingly for good I admire him for being like that except when washing plates. :3
