think outside the box (Ma'am Nuy)

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Now it’s time for me to face what is really on the road of long races of people buzz ling every moment of their lives. I guess being caught was not the end of everything, I’m glad. Travelling was never a waste. If you’re going to look the Map there are hundreds and thousands of Island and places to go then there are countries, streets, and regions. Every place has its story; every place has its own culture and traditions, different faces of people, languages even movement. I guess if we all have given the chance to have the time of our own the only thing we will work hard for is to travel every single space on earth. To be able to connect with every species in any parts of the forest or oceans, to touch and be amaze that every animals, organs even trees in this planet has a life that is something we could never say I did not live my life.

We’re like night species crawling at night that flies and stay everywhere we want.  Travelling during midnight and sneak into people‘s sky big gate holding Red horse Mucho on my left and a Marlboro Red on my right hand in the freaking cold, more like frigid place south –Tagaytay. We could inhale the clouds through our stomach and exhale with bold oxygen. It help us conquer our hunger, Were out of food except for the burger I bought in the burger machine on my way to meet them, we ate it like it’s the only food in the world yeah I’m with the boys and boys choose alcohol than food. We don’t have much money to stay at some grilled bar there so we carry on Choi’s tent all the way through where we could find a place comfort in our eyes. The tent was been like our “bitbit na bahay” once we are all in, we only do one thing: smoke the fuck pot and suffocate ourselves in colours. It awakens our mind that food is just another matter and poverty is luxury. We are in our shallow solace with the touch of grass and wild clouds when we stays somewhere open space field, it is our favourite spot to dig in. besides from the hand carry tent Choi’s Car, Vios was one of our everywhere home. We sleep in it get laid and used to keep our precious dope. At the back of the car is the compartment a cosy spot to chill in and have some good morning sleep. Since we are at tagaytay already we stayed as long as we can, we went to Sky ‘ranch as well where the view was explicit, where there is this awesome zip line to ride but we run out of bullet to shot that fuck oh never mind. Money is essential but we got the set to keep the happiness in circle with or without money. They got weapons to shoot like machine guns and when they play that thing, it will all begin. The singing, the dancing, the synchronization and harmony between us! It was Fun; I don’t do it on normal days I think I got a swing inside of my head that moves forward and backward depending on time. The Vices are to blame, alcohols, drugs, cigarettes they bring out the worst in you that cause such action. Well, if there’s this curly hair, long lashes and chubby body young man that suits his giggly laugh which could make us all happy. Yeah it’s you Wambx (as if sipagin ka basahin to) then there’s this superman ng tropa who has the natural strength because of his body building type that ruined the day! Since I started going to AFP as my second home dimple was the kinda quiet shy type guy but he prove me wrong when he broke Choi’s guitar string and pee on a tree letting me see his ugly penis! I hate him that day I spank him right to the face which made him surprised and I see the look on his face “how can you do this to me?” going back to that day reminds me of Choi who stands as my boyfriend and he did not even bother to show some hate regarding to dimple action? Honestly that day was nothing but when I remember it hurts like regards to me does he not think that I might feel like I had been uncouth? Well thanks for making me feel I’ve been really stupid for choosing you between anybody else while there’s your motto bros before hoes.

We are out of money, out of energy we just want to go home. Choi was drunk dimple is annoying no one else knows how to drive so dimple have to do it. I guess his mind was bitten by a bee irritating us one by one driving recklessly. Is he insane? We are here! 'Tagaytay to pare'  this is not our place so be careful with your rules, this is not your road! I know it is an adventure but we could die if he continues his fucking attitude. I shouted with such disgrace of worried-ness as he swerves the car to another car but he doesn't listen. Not long enough a sound of bump surprises us and there’s this water delivery guy shouting at us. Dimple moved the gear and pressed to speed up the car, he is running away! But no one let us go with smiling faces. The delivery guy even bother to call a police to chase us. Now were in big trouble, a police car on our back. The police men opened their doors holding guns with their hands. This is effing serious! They asked for drivers’ license but it seems that we are with irresponsible drivers. They even checked the car and found a piece of ziplock with Marijuana on it. Thanks to dimple recklessness we can’t longer go home, we don’t have money to feed these men with money now Choi is in big trouble since he owns the car even he’s just the passenger. They arrested him. What do I fucking know about road rules? All I know is we’re stuck in Tagaytay handled by police men.  They let us stayed in there mini “bahay kubo” with the other police men while choi is in handcuffed. I really want to kick dimple penis!! He such an asshole but they tell me to stop “nangyari na e, wala ng mapapala yan galit mo”. Swallowing your saliva could help clear your thoughts.

Bei how you feeling that your hands are cuffed? His face couldn’t express his laughter and disappointment mixed in. I hold his hand to make him feel everything will be fine. Police men are into crime it’s their nature but they did not let us sleep with boiling stomach, they gave us plenty of rice. Good thing someone bought canned food. Choi and I slept together in the car, well he said he hadn’t because it was tight so I let him sleep alone as I woke up. The air in tagaytay was cold and strong it could froze you into death if you let yourself take away by the air in the middle of that view where you can see the sky. I found Ryks and Wambs at the back of the wall talking to each other I walked into them and stared like what’s gonna happen next but it seems they have their own world happening out there. I stayed quiet and sat beside them. 

he want's to go away, he's sick of giving disappointments in his family. but I did not let him go alone. I want to be with him. He sold hisphone for 3 hundred at once we left we have to budget that for survival but as the money was held suddenly his Grand pa arrived with his eldest son which is choi's uncle to fix what's fucking wrong it.

if I let him go away do you think his still gone today?

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