Sons of Anarchy Imagines

Herman Kozik (Part 2)

This is a part 2 to the previous imagine.

It had been two miserable years since Kozik and I broke up. I didn't even try moving on with anyone else. I just kept to myself and continued my business job while I enrolled into college for nursing after everything happened. Once I finished college with the nursing degree for being an emergency room nurse, I quit my previous job and now I'm currently working at the hospital in Charming. I packed up and moved hoping that I could get away from what almost was. It was another long day considering my shift started at 7 this morning and it was now almost 10 p.m. The emergency room kept having people come in and we were all busting our asses to help everyone out. 

"Y/N WE GOT ANOTHER PATIENT BUT THIS ONE IS WAY WORSE!" I heard doctor Tara yell out. I sprinted for the hallway where her voice carried from. Once I was up to the gurney my heart stopped and my thoughts went spiraling. 

"Oh my God, Kozik..." I whispered and started crying. 

The love of my life, that I had to walk away from two long years ago, was laying with two bullet holes in his stomach bleeding excessively. 

"We need to get him into the operating room now and get him started on IVs and..." I didn't hear the rest of what she was saying. My eyes were focused on Kozik's limp form. 

"Y/N?" Tara asked snapping me out of my trance. 

"Yes?" I whispered out. 

"You're done working for today. You did great and worked extremely hard like always. Plus, he's going to need you when he's awake. I can get you the next week off because of the new nurses." Tara told me softly before hugging me. This is why she was my friend, because she cared about me and helped me out through everything when I moved here. All I could do was give her a half smile and watch as she and the others rushed the gurney to the operating room. When I headed for the waiting room I seen the Sons standing there trying to get answers but failing. 

"Hey guys.." I fake smiled to them. 

"Y/N...I guess you seen Koz." Jax softly asked. 

"Yeah. I'm staying here until I need to work again. Tara told me she would get me a week off because he would need me. What happened?"

"A run didn't go well and some of the guys got injured. Not too badly but Kozik got the worst of it. What are they going to do?"

"They're rushing him to the operating room and getting him started on IVs." I started crying harder this time. Jax pulled me into his chest and the rest of the guys gathered around doing a group hug. I already knew all about the Sons here in Charming before I came down here because of Kozik. They took me in and looked out for me and kept me updated on Kozik. 

"Opie can take you home so you can grab some clothing and whatever else you need."

"Thank you. Please call me if anything is said or changes. I'll be back shortly." I hugged Jax before letting Opie lead the way to his motorcycle. 

"I'm so sorry Y/N. It wasn't supposed to happen." Opie said feeling guilty. 

"It's not your fault. I know shit doesn't always go the way it's supposed to on runs like these. I just pray he makes it because no matter what happened two years ago, I still love him and I always will." I hugged Opie before grabbing the helmet off of Jax's bike and walking to Opie's bike and sitting down. Right before we put the helmets on, he started speaking. 

"He hasn't been with or slept with anyone since you two broke up. He knew he screwed up and it was all on him. You told him what you needed from him and he didn't take it into consideration that you would crack under his constant overprotective self. You wanted to be with him, illegal stuff with the club and all. You stood by him when he was facing his darkest days. He never shut up about you whenever he made trips down here and even after you guys ended it, he spilled it all. He got so drunk one night that he started crying and pulled up a picture of you and him smiling and showed it to everyone. He asked 'How did I fuck up with this amazing woman and not give her honesty.' He's still a complete wreck even today." Opie let it all out. I couldn't help but smile at everything he said about my Koz. Without another word, we put the helmets on and Opie sat down starting the bike up and taking off. I wrapped my arms around his waist and enjoyed being on the back of a motorcycle again. It didn't take long before we were pulling into the driveway. We both stood up and made way to the door. Once it was unlocked we walked in and I went to grab my backpack and started filling it with clothing which was nothing more than two pairs of jeans, a pair of sweatpants, two old t shirts that I kept from Kozik, a sweatshirt that also belonged to Kozik, my converse shoes, toothbrush and toothpaste, the little bottles of shampoo and conditioner, and lastly my brush with a hair tie. Once I made sure I had all the necessities, I unplugged my phone charger from the wall along with my wallet and placed them into the backpack as well then zipped it shut. I made my way back down the stairs and to the kitchen.