The it boy 🖤

Cake

It has only been about an hour since everything happened and my lesson had just finished meaning it was time for lunch. I went to my locker to grab the slice of cake that I have been dreaming about eating all day and after I grabbed it I walked down to where most of my grade would hang out and tried to find Aubrey and Felix but they were no where to be found. Weird. I decided to just hang with another group of friends that I had and as we were all talking, laughing and eating our food I had almost forgotten about everything that had happened this morning, that was until i felt someone tap on my shoulder and clear her throat.

I turned around to see one of the girls in my grade I didn't know her to well but I did know that she was known for causing a lot of drama around our school. "Y/n is it?" She said in a snarky tone "yes?" I replied. "Can we like talk, so um basically a little birdie told me that you were getting all cute and cuddly with Felix this morning.", She said whilst glancing at Felix who was unfortunately sat pretty close to my group of friends. "Is that true? Because if it is I need you to know that he's actually been texting me and flirting with me like he calls me cute all the time and I just didn't want you to get your hopes up because let's be honest you and I both know that he is out of your league, I mean look at you oh and just a little bit of advice I'd lay off the cake if I were you."

Before I could even reply she and her gaggle of bitches walked giggling but before they left completely she stopped and loudly asked Felix "are we still on for tonight babe?" Making sure to touch his shoulder and put emphasis on the word babe. I was left there completely shocked and my mind was racing, I suddenly felt sick and I didn't want to finish my delicious cake anymore so I quickly got up and threw my food in the bin before running to the closest bathroom with tears in my eyes but as I was leaving I heard Felix call my name. I stopped I'm my tracks for a second deciding if I should hear him out but I knew that if he saw me crying everything he would say would only be out of pity so I quickly continued walking away with tears threatening to spill from my eyes.

*time skip* (end of school day)

The rest of the day went by in a blur and I couldn't stop thinking about everything that had happened from being abandoned by my closest friends for some unknown reason to being called not enough by the girl who my crush was apparently dating and having a couple panic attacks and crying throughout the day had become to much for me to handle. I had to escape from reality and clear my mind so I decided to throw on a hoodie and some shorts, grab a towel and go to the spot.

*another time skip lol*

I had arrived at the spot about an hour ago and I had been crying on and off that entire time. This is my eleventh time in a about a month I had been to the spot alone since I usually only come alone when my mental health is getting bad and it was getting considerably harder to get up and go back home after the sun had set since I would be to physically and mentally drained to pick myself up and get to the car. I sat on the towel I had placed on the soft white sand and focused on the pink and orange colours that began to fill the sky letting out a deep breath and feeling all the stresses of today simmer down. I was feeling a little more at peace after I recollected my thoughts although there was still a sense of confusion in my mind and that's when I heard some rustling and crunching noises coming from the bushes. Am I about to die,istg if they don't play dumb ways to die at my funeral I'm haunting these bitches.