What is this feeling I have for you. It's certainly uncertainty. If i were to refer to it as love, I wouldn't be so sure either. I have only loved only one person truly, yet the idea of it crumble as I evolve into a newer version of myself with every passing second. Sometimes I think we are soulmate other times I think we are destined to be nothing more than platonic.
What is it?
what is it about you that I'm drawn close too, unable to detangle myself. Perharps I see it in the way you care or don't about me, or maybe it i because it is fate pushing us close together only to tear us apart when you find someone new and I was just a pit stop. The thing is, if" What This Is " is my adoration for you, I would be angry when you leave me.
But im not, I'm fine with you nesting in the hole where my heart is only to fly back out there for a new. Maybe what it is, it is true, platonic soulmate. Even if you don't feel that way too it is cool, I'm always happy to be with someone new.
I am someone new.
I am waiting for someone new.
I am evolving into someone new.
Of course I will love you, but this love is different. It is the love of a friend to another, I know we get confused sometimes but we must stop trying to find romance where it does not belong. or we must realise it is too late for anything like that too.
your good friend,
r.h
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a rose, a nymph,her thoughts
Casualemy thoughts that i write down in my notes. poetry,short stories and maybe more. maybe someone out there can relate to xx
