seasickness || karlnap fanfiction

-o- chapter twenty -o-

the days are passing quicker then expected.

a warm morning of september 18th rises apon them.

a day before they get on the cruise to go back to Miami.

weeks have been different.

two boys who continue to catch stupid feelings for eachother.

of the names karl and sapnap.

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Karl yawns as he slowly wakes up, after a busy few weeks of nothingness.

Sapnap sleeps softly next to him.

He gives Sapnap a light peck on the forehead.

He had gotten more courage over the past few weeks.

More courage. More change. More feelings.

He still had yet to confess to Sapnap.

and he had to do it soon.

was today the day?

was today the day he had been waiting for.

until he realizes, and remembers his friends words.

"you should confess to him while you're still in hawaii."

and then the week before.

"if you have such an odd connection there, it wouldn't hurt to see if he felt that connection too."

He still remembers nights he'd spend talking to Sapnap's twin sister, til she came up until she went down.

He started to feel that connection Sapnap had with his sister, maybe he'd never get a response from her, but it felt like he did.

Getting lost in his thoughts, he doesn't realize sapnap is awake.

"good morning, jacobs." he says in his tired morning voice.

"good morning sappy."

Karl walks over to him.

It was becoming a morning thing to cuddle eachother every morning.

It was like they were trying to protect eachother from anything bad that could happen each day.

Sapnap also had alot of courage, not as much as Karl, though.

He had always wanted to kiss Karl.

He was just too scared, he was scared he'd mess something up, he was scared he'd mess up a relationship, just like he does with every single goddamn one.

He always thought that. He always thought it was him.

Karl could also realize when Sapnap was a bit upset, he noticed how his breathing just got a bit heavier, he could easily hide it, but Karl could see it now.

Karl squeezes Sapnap just a bit tighter, trying to indicate that Sapnap is safe. Right here.

"I don't know what I'd do without you, Karl." Sapnap speaks after a moment.