seasickness || karlnap fanfiction

-o- chapter thirteen -o-

CHAPTER TWS: SUICIDE MENTION, BULLYING MENTION AND SH MENTION!

Sapnap is now sitting next to Karl, cuddling him as the tears on Karl's face begin to dry.

"karl, you're sososososo special to me, i don't know what would've happened if I didn't meet you."

"me either."

Sapnap is so warm, he's like a huge teddy bear sometimes. He's the best at cuddles. He knows exactly how to warm Karl up on a cold night, or how to make him feel safe.

They're just two boys, with mental health issues. Both in love with eachother, but not able to believe a single thing about their feelings.

They hate when eachother are sad, and they won't stop comforting eachother until they're both the happiest people on the planet, for real.

"You sure are clingy." Sapnap laughs.

"Shut up Sapnap!" The boy hides his blushing face.

The room is silent for a second.

Theres a knock on the door.

Karl yells.

"Come in! Door is unlocked."

Chris, Jimmy and Chandler pile into the room.

"Fuck." Karl mutters under his breath.

"OOooO kArl iS beINg cUdd-" Chris is cut off by Karl.

"SHUT UP CHRIS. JUST SHUT UP." Karl yells.

"uh- we'll let you go back to your thing." Jimmy says as the 3 boys pile out of the room.

Karl digs his face into Sapnap's shoulder over embarrassment, all Sapnap does is laugh.

"stop it." karl mutters.

"it's funny though." Sapnap laughs.

"no it's not."

Karl is still embarrassed, and even though Sapnap was laughing at him, he just couldn't be mad at him.

Sapnap's skin was a bit dry, but mostly soft. His hands were the softest. The man also had abs, pretty surprising for a man who plays Minecraft for a living. He always wore light shirts, yet sometimes it looked like he was dressing up for Karl.

He was handsome as fuck. Exactly what he'd describe of the man of his dreams. Besides for his looks, his personality. A teddy bear one second, a breakdown the next. He couldn't blame Sapnap though. The thing is, Karl barely knew anything about his mental health and what caused him to get such bad of it.

Karl loved the sound of Sapnap's breathing, he breathed heavy, it was always heard.

Karl wishes he could kiss Sapnap already, It's only been 5 days. The urge had grown so much.

What if he confessed to him in Hawaii?

Karl tries to get his mind off it.

He picks up Sapnap's arm, the one without the bandage on it.

Faded scars were on it, Karl knew exactly what Sapnap had did to himself once.

He traces the scars with his fingers. a few tears come to his eyes. he wonders why Sapnap did that to himself.

"what're you doing? karl?" He looks at the boy staring at Sapnap's wrists.

He notices a few droplets fall onto his wrist.

"heyyy. karl, why are you crying?"

"why did you do that to yourself?" karl asks him.

He notices what Karl is looking at.