Double mind (Yoonmin/Taekook)

37. Chocolate ice cream

"Jimin are you really ok?" Jungkook stopped the truck in front of the dorms.

"Sure," I lied, I was not ok, so not ok.

Have I really confessed to Yoongi?

"I want to say that I'm really sorry if me and V have been annoying and terrible friends when you needed us so much, from now on this will change, we will take care of you," Jungkook suddenly squeezed my palm.

"Ok," I muttered feeling so awkwardly strange.

"And Jimin, I think you should give Yoongi one more chance, he really loves you."

"Me and Yoongi, this can not work, I tried everything possible but it wasn't enough."

"So try the impossible."

"What do you mean?" I asked buffed but Jungkook just chuckled.

"Go, V needs you and give him a warm hug from me."

I nodded opening the door jumping out grabbing my backpack.

"Ah Jimin, what about your paintings? Shouldn't I also help you to transport them over to the assembly hall?"

"Um," I rubbed the side of my neck. "Won't be necessary as I have none."

"What! What about your final presentation tomorrow?" Jungkook's eyes became really big.

"I will fail big time, but no worries I don't care. Goodnight Jungkook," I closed the door quickly sprinting to the dormitory building V was living in feeling so strange.

Why was this night so different still carrying the taste of Yoongi's sweet lips, his warm palm, his beautiful eyes locked on me and I missed his so much I could cry.

"I hope you have a lot of ice cream left!" I said falling into V's room seeing him curled up with the plush bear.

"What happened?" He asked.

"Yoongi happened," I threw my leather jack on a chair placed the sunglasses and baseball cap on it, them left the shoes on the floor and jumped on the bed.

"I thought you two will," V raised his brow meaningfully.

"No, it was just one night as always. I think I can't keep anyone longer than for one night."

"Min that's not right. You and Yoongi could be many nights, many many beautiful nights."

"I guess we can't," I sighed. "Come we will cuddle," I stretched my arms out so V placed his head on my chest wrapping his arms and legs around me.

I'm giving you Jungkook's warm hug, I thought caressing over my best friend's back playing with his soft hair absent minded, thinking about Yoongi, my confession, our kiss.

"Min."

"What?"

"I'm sorry I have been a shitty friend for the past months, but I was overwhelmed by Kookie's love. I guess I wasn't myself. I wanted to be extra cool like his clique and his ex girlfriends, to fit into his world I never meant to be in."

"And I'm not cool," I laughed.

"You are, you are the coolest Min, and the best friend."

I smiled kissing the top of his head.

"Apology accepted," I whispered when V made himself even more comfortable on my chest.

"What the boys did to us, the ruined us literally."

"You're telling me," I chuckled. "Sleep, tomorrow is a difficult day."

"Will you dance?" Asked V causing my heartbeat to raise up.

"No I won't dance. Just go to sleep."

"You should dance Min, you are born to dance."

"You sound like my grandma."

"Maybe your grandma has reincarnated as me to take care of you."

I laughed, my best friend was something.

"Anyway thank you for coming and cuddling me, I miss Kookie 3% less when you're here," V hugged me tighter his breath slowly becoming even when I was lying there widely awake thinking about grandma, my dream, V, Jungkook and Yoongi. "You just need to stop to have feelings for me and my voices will fade out like a silenced record," I heard Yoongi's silver seeds words in my memory. What if I don't want to stop, because I damn love you.

"Thank you for your performance Freddie, it was um... entertaining," Jungkook lowered the microphone tapping the poor boy's shoulder, when the dinosaur lover disappeared backstage.

He had shown a really weak attempt on a popular new style choreography. Really, a guy like him was dance department while me. My sigh must have been loud as V's hand tangled around my palm reassuringly.

I saw how much my best friend was struggling to ignore Jungkook who was leading today's gala, but seemed totally stressed and unfocused.

"The next one performing will be Kim Seokjin from the orchestra presenting a prelude G7 on a French horn."

Jin came out on stage tossing everyone a gloomy gaze then sat down on the chair Jungkook has brought him starting to play. I needed to admit he was a really skilled student, my stare wandering to the first row where RM was sitting next to the principal and an elder lady. They definitely came here today to see Yoongi, maybe even sign a record deal with him, so I hoped Yoongi won't present his painting of a stone.

"He's good," whispered V pointing at Jin.

I nodded giving big applause when Jin ended, to my surprise RM raised from his chair bringing the audience to standing ovations. Jin became deeply purple in the face hurrying backstage, nearing knocking the entering Jungkook off his feet.

"Wow, that was... um... unexpected. So the next one to show a collection of paintings is a boy a lot call the Van Gogh of our generation and he truly is. Welcome Kim Taehyung!" Jungkook grinned our way when V was suddenly super busy fidgeting with his shoelaces.

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