Gloomy days, would you ever fade away?
Surrounded by negativity each and every day.
Happiness ever so often, but it doesn't stay with me.
I can't blame it for neglecting me, for we all want to be free.
I feel unwanted, as if I'm a waste of space.
Constantly needing reassurance, for I feel like I don't belong in any type of place.
I'll close myself of so I never feel any pain again.
Be still my aching heart as I wait for the end.
Why try to be open when you're pushed aside?
Why must I be plagued with these faint thoughts of suicide?
Why do I find happiness in taking my last breath?
Why do I feel so down on myself?
Why do I feel as if I'm a plague to those in vicinity?
Why do I wear a mask instead of looking for my identity?
So many questions plague my mind and they'll never understand my pain!
Looked down upon as I'm strange!
I want to run away and disappear into the life I deserve.
This somber feeling in my heart is killing me and my last nerve.
