I take a sip of Lucifer's juice.
Don't give a fuck about myself because I'm set up to lose.
Warm feeling in my chest as it flows threw my veins.
I take another sip to ignore my pain.
Irrational feelings taunt my weary mind.
Am I going crazy or is it my zodiac sign?
Gemini until I die, but I'm not feeling myself.
The other me laughs at me because I'm killing myself.
Who gives a fuck about a nigga with depression?
Nobody to talk to' cause they think I'm so selfish.
Is it a sin to be happy before everyone else?
I sacrifice my own joy, but I'm left in bad health.
Take another sip of Lucifer's juice.
Pray my life don't end because the devil is loose.
~Ladarius Brown
