꧁𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚢 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎 ꧂

𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛

your pov:

i had went into the bathroom to take my shower, today, i decided to wash my hair since i haven't done so in some days.

i shaved, cleaned my face, and rubbed lotion all over my body, this was quite unexpected for me to do especially because my mother had passed away this morning.

i also did my skincare, whilst trying to forget about what has happened today, trying not to cry.

i was just happy that me and louis finally kissed, it seemed like i didn't really like him, but he never made me more happier.

i put my wet hair into a messy bun and slid on my pjama top and shorts, the shorts were basketball shorts and the top was basically something similar to a bra, it's my first time wearing this to sleep, abs louis never seen me showing so much skin, i hope i'll be okay.

i left the bathroom all prepped up with lotion all over my body, a face mask i neatly spread on my cheeks and forehead and entered louis' room, he didn't notice me since he was busy playing some shooting game.

i just settled my clothes in my bag and layed on the bed as i went on my phone.

i waited for my face mask to dry so then i could peel it off.

"OH MY GOD HOW???" louis shouted as he stood up from his gaming chair raging.

it was low-key atteesctive though, seeing him lose his temper.

the chair flung back causing it to hit the wall on the other side of the room.

louis didn't look back but thought the chair was behind him as he looked at the pc whilst moving his hand behind his back to find the chair.

he sighed as he took his headphones off to grab the chair that was far away since the cable wasn't going to be long enough for louis to be able to move to the other side of the room, with the headphones on.

as he took his headphones off he realised i was sitting on the bed.

i didn't really notice since i was busy looking through instagram.

i felt like i was being stared at so i looked up and saw louis staring, as he immediately turned away as ting as if nothing happened.

"i saw you, silly"

"w-what?" he said, trying to act clueless.

"you're good at acting louis partridge but don't think i will fall for it that easily. you're boring anyways, just sitting on your console playing shit whilst acting as if i don't exist."

i said as i stood up and walked towards the door, i was just going to take off my mask, so i just said that so louis could show me attention, also, the fact that he knows my mum died today, yet is sitting and playing video games, just made me build up madness.

"wait no! i'm sorry. i'll get off the game."

i sighed leaving him, as i felt my anger issues kick in, after seeing louis playing game instead of comforting me because my MOTHER died.  today.

i walked to the bathroom as louis followed but i shut the door on his face, and locked it.

i started peeling my face mask off as i heard him sigh outside in the corridor and walk back to his room.

when i finished peeling off my mask, i let my hair down as my waves started to form, i brushed my hair, making it fluffed up.

i sighed and left the room, contemplating whether i should go back to louis' room.

𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑:
just do it y/n.
just walk in and get under the covers.
don't even pay attention to louis, who clearly couldn't give less of a fuck about your feelings.

𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠, 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑.

i sighed as i slowly opened the door, expecting louis to be playing his video games, but he wasn't there.

i was scared and didn't know where he was, so i got nervous, until i felt his warm hands on my waist.

i yanked his hands off my waist, quite harshly which made me regret it but i couldn't control myself at this point.

"what's wron-" louis said as i cut him off burying all my anger out in one sentence.

"SO YOURE GONNA FUCKING GO PLAY VIDEO GAMES EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW THAT MY MOTHER PASSED AWAY, INSTEAD OF PLAYING THAT FUCKING SHIT YOU CAN ASK IF IM OKAY. FUCK OFF AND STOP ACTING AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED. I CANT BELIEVE YOU." i said as i was basically shouting.

his parents probably heard me, fuck.

i went to the bed as i left louis speechless.

wait, no way i'm not sleeping with louis tonight.

"sorry.." he said quietly as he went to his console and turned it off.

"we can talk about that if you wan"

"fuck off." i said, as i got out of his bed and settled myself on his carpet, using my bag of clothes as a pillow.

"you're not sleeping on the floor"  louis said as i heard the fear in his voice.

"don't fucking tell me what to do! i'm not sleeping with someone who couldn't give less of a shit about my feelings."

i sighed as i just layed on the carpet and eventually fell asleep.

louis' pov:
i was laying in bed just staring st the ceiling, thinking through everything that went wrong, i realised that i haven't been checking up on y/n which is why she was so mad.

i checked the time and saw it was only 11pm. i sat up to check if y/n was awake and she was asleep, but she had nothing covering her and she seemed quite cold, so i went to my wardrobe quietly and took out the blanket i had, placing it over her cold body and tucking her in.

i went bro my bed, thinking whether i should take her into the bed with me, but she probably wouldn't like that and would get pissed, so i left it. but couldn't fall asleep because..